no he hecho niuna sola tarea hoy y ayer... me siento tan desocupada todo el dia en la compu y puro tomando siestas. las cago. hoy dia nisikera fui a clases pk no me pude despertar..igual me siento mal de no haber ido. pk siento ke me perdi algo importante.
hoy no tengo muchas ganas de escribir asike no voy a escribir mucho ke digamos.
eso si, hoy vi La Pasion de Cristo por la segunda vez. la primera vez lo vi cuando estaba en el internado en florida cuando tenia 13 años. esa vez, croe ke todavia era muy joven para entender ciertas cosas asike creo ke llore por pura pasion, en frente de mis ojos, era testigo de cierta crueldad y brutalidad. pero ahora ke lo vi de nuevo en otra punta de vista, me di cuenta ke me habia pegado duro no solo principalmente por las violentas escenas que se dan a lo largo de la película, y por lo ke sufrio. creo ke a lo largo de este año, talvez podre entender un cuarto de lo ke surfio. pero ojala ke pudiera mas. creo ke en todo este año, no he llorado como llore hoy. llore tan duro pk me dolia tanto el alma. Jesus fue azotado, llevo su cruz a cuestas y le clavaron a un madero. el profundo horror de lo que El sufrio por nuestra redencin realmente no me impactaba. entender lo que sufri, incluso a un nivel humano, me hace sentir no solo compasion,,, sino tambien me hace sentirme en deuda: yo quiero compensarle por la inmensidad de su sacrificio.
ya mucho me duele tanto la cabeza de tanto mirar fijamente la pantalla de la compu. y toi muy cansaada. ya shaoop. :)
Wednesday, March 31, 2010
Tuesday, March 30, 2010
back to work mode :(
dang. just started school today and im already tired. nice way to start huh, but on the other hand, my day didnt seem so bad because i got my phone on the mail today :) dang i was reading my old texts from my phone from way back in 2006, dang it brought good memories. shoot, i still cant believe im a freshmen in college. i wish i could keep these texts somewhere locked, but no can do,, if only i didnt need to text, then i would be able to keep them. texts were from my freshmen year in high school. kinda sad, that i dont talk to most of the people i used to text with back then. but schlong.. life goes on.
i felt so unproductive today. to the max. the only thing i did today was go to class. thats it. and then i have no idea how i wasted my time. seriously it just slipped through like melting ice cream in the antarctic.
man i kinda regret not going home last week. :/ i kinda miss my friends. i wish i could have gone snowboarding with some homies. man. i shoulda, but maybe not because of daddy.
i need to go to a concert for a concert report due next week. :( i dont even know where concerts are held and im too lazy to look for one nearby. jk. i know i will have to look that up anyways. im just procrastinating. and wasting lots of time.
ok dont feel like talking no mo. cuz i kinda want to go to sleep, but probably knowing myself, i will go to sleep in like an hour.. i will be wasting an hour doing.. probably who knows what.
ok nighty nights.
i felt so unproductive today. to the max. the only thing i did today was go to class. thats it. and then i have no idea how i wasted my time. seriously it just slipped through like melting ice cream in the antarctic.
man i kinda regret not going home last week. :/ i kinda miss my friends. i wish i could have gone snowboarding with some homies. man. i shoulda, but maybe not because of daddy.
i need to go to a concert for a concert report due next week. :( i dont even know where concerts are held and im too lazy to look for one nearby. jk. i know i will have to look that up anyways. im just procrastinating. and wasting lots of time.
ok dont feel like talking no mo. cuz i kinda want to go to sleep, but probably knowing myself, i will go to sleep in like an hour.. i will be wasting an hour doing.. probably who knows what.
ok nighty nights.
Monday, March 29, 2010
its over.
ah bye bye spring break. seriously it was so short. it doesnt even feel like i had a spring break because i was constantly out. i feel like i got no rest. ah well whatever dude.
i got my bangs cut by easter today. i am currently at fulton house. my roomate is back. i am working on a paper. dude i hate papers. i dont like school. what is this. i want to go to mars or jupiter or something and do something there.
esater cuts well. even though she got no proper training, she got skills. if she ever needed a backup job,, well like kinda ultimate resort? she should totally go to beauty school.
man i want to live at fulton :/. some a2f junior brothers came to see the house today. and i was somewhat sad because that means that if they live here next semester, i woudn't be able to come here anymore :( JAJA. oh wells. i think there is a high chance they'll be getting this place.
me and erriberto had a good chat today. i got to catch up with him. i hadnt seem him in forever. i told him i was sorry for neglecting him for so long. :P jaja. and then came rosy,--khan and christine. and so we got interrupted, but he left soon thereafter.. so whatever. it was all good.
i was originally going to let my bangs grow, because i dont think i have ever let my bangs grow since i was 6 years old. basically, when i was 6 i went up to my mommy's vanity and cut my own bangs because i thought it would be fun and interesting, hence ive had them ever since then. but my forehead would definitely feel naked without them.
it sucks not having a phone. man it sucks. what has society come to. having to rely such heavily upon cel phones and the internet. shame on you society. and me. no, but really, i need a phonee. my dad sent my old phone last thursday..it should have come.. he sent it overnight. old phone=crap. keypad fell off, something inside the phone shocks my cheek a couple of times a week, flipper phones are starting to annoy me. stupid korean phones. i dont even know why i get them. i think i find them really cute and pretty, thus i dont even consider the cons, which overweigh the pros. im never getting a korean phone again. but the old phone my dad is sending me is a also a korean phone. JAJA. jeez. i have to wait until next year to get a new phone. DUDE. whatever. dang i have to take a chill pill.
suppose to be writing a 2 page essay right now. what the hek did i do during spring break. ohmygee. freakin becky song.
i am very greatful for fulton house and alameda fellows. without them i would have starved and died during my loneliness week.
bear market is finally open. i dont really like mochi. so when i eat mochi ice cream i only eat the ice cream and throw away the mochi.
i am pondering about the future. to be more precise, the summer. i have no idea what to do. i think ima end up deciding like in may, which sucks because it just sucks. i am definitely not a j. man sometimes i wish i was a j.
i recently discovered my love for melona bar. i was obsessed with it during spring break. i had some at vivian's house and some at suzanne's house. man i dont even know wheere im gona live next year. i was suppose to go apartment shopping during spring break. dude major fail. i havent even seen one. i should. no . i will. ya? ok.
JAJA I HAVE 920 MEAL POINTS. by like the day aftertomorrow im suppose to be at 550 jajajajajajajjaajajaja. what thes. i dont even know hows that happened.
my bounced check. now i really wonder if im ever going to get paid.
now i listen to music more than ever.
tchan is sleeping like right next to me. she looks really peaceful, calm.
this song is good. i tell you its good. listen to it because i like it, so you have to listen to it now! just kidding. but really its good. so i would recommend you to listen to it. i listen to this song at least 5 times a day. JAJA. actually whenever i can on itunes, but strangely never on my ipod.
로반줄아 (로미오를 반대한 줄리엣 아버지)- MC Mong Feat. Simon (of Dalmatian)-
dang today is the post of random nonsense.
ok bye byes. i gots to finish writing my 2 page essay. hmm. actually i dont know if my revised essay is due tomorrow, oh wells, im not going to revise it and if it is due tomorrow. there goes.
aittte. peace yo.
i got my bangs cut by easter today. i am currently at fulton house. my roomate is back. i am working on a paper. dude i hate papers. i dont like school. what is this. i want to go to mars or jupiter or something and do something there.
esater cuts well. even though she got no proper training, she got skills. if she ever needed a backup job,, well like kinda ultimate resort? she should totally go to beauty school.
man i want to live at fulton :/. some a2f junior brothers came to see the house today. and i was somewhat sad because that means that if they live here next semester, i woudn't be able to come here anymore :( JAJA. oh wells. i think there is a high chance they'll be getting this place.
me and erriberto had a good chat today. i got to catch up with him. i hadnt seem him in forever. i told him i was sorry for neglecting him for so long. :P jaja. and then came rosy,--khan and christine. and so we got interrupted, but he left soon thereafter.. so whatever. it was all good.
i was originally going to let my bangs grow, because i dont think i have ever let my bangs grow since i was 6 years old. basically, when i was 6 i went up to my mommy's vanity and cut my own bangs because i thought it would be fun and interesting, hence ive had them ever since then. but my forehead would definitely feel naked without them.
it sucks not having a phone. man it sucks. what has society come to. having to rely such heavily upon cel phones and the internet. shame on you society. and me. no, but really, i need a phonee. my dad sent my old phone last thursday..it should have come.. he sent it overnight. old phone=crap. keypad fell off, something inside the phone shocks my cheek a couple of times a week, flipper phones are starting to annoy me. stupid korean phones. i dont even know why i get them. i think i find them really cute and pretty, thus i dont even consider the cons, which overweigh the pros. im never getting a korean phone again. but the old phone my dad is sending me is a also a korean phone. JAJA. jeez. i have to wait until next year to get a new phone. DUDE. whatever. dang i have to take a chill pill.
suppose to be writing a 2 page essay right now. what the hek did i do during spring break. ohmygee. freakin becky song.
i am very greatful for fulton house and alameda fellows. without them i would have starved and died during my loneliness week.
bear market is finally open. i dont really like mochi. so when i eat mochi ice cream i only eat the ice cream and throw away the mochi.
i am pondering about the future. to be more precise, the summer. i have no idea what to do. i think ima end up deciding like in may, which sucks because it just sucks. i am definitely not a j. man sometimes i wish i was a j.
i recently discovered my love for melona bar. i was obsessed with it during spring break. i had some at vivian's house and some at suzanne's house. man i dont even know wheere im gona live next year. i was suppose to go apartment shopping during spring break. dude major fail. i havent even seen one. i should. no . i will. ya? ok.
JAJA I HAVE 920 MEAL POINTS. by like the day aftertomorrow im suppose to be at 550 jajajajajajajjaajajaja. what thes. i dont even know hows that happened.
my bounced check. now i really wonder if im ever going to get paid.
now i listen to music more than ever.
tchan is sleeping like right next to me. she looks really peaceful, calm.
this song is good. i tell you its good. listen to it because i like it, so you have to listen to it now! just kidding. but really its good. so i would recommend you to listen to it. i listen to this song at least 5 times a day. JAJA. actually whenever i can on itunes, but strangely never on my ipod.
로반줄아 (로미오를 반대한 줄리엣 아버지)- MC Mong Feat. Simon (of Dalmatian)-
dang today is the post of random nonsense.
ok bye byes. i gots to finish writing my 2 page essay. hmm. actually i dont know if my revised essay is due tomorrow, oh wells, im not going to revise it and if it is due tomorrow. there goes.
aittte. peace yo.
Sunday, March 28, 2010
ya se acabo. tan rapido se fue.
si toi hablando de eso. se escapo desde el dia ke empesaron las vacas. y desaparecio. ke pena. pk no se sintio para nada como las vacas de primavera. oi ke raro decir vacas de primavera pk al traducirlo en ingles se diria spring break, pero en castellano no suena bien para nada. pero lo dije por puro decir. ah pero si se fue volando esta semana. toi un poco triste pk no tuve ni un solo dia en donde me kede dormida todo el dia en paz. pk nunk dormi en mi piesa. pero hoy! al fin... la primera vezz donde duermo en cama desde el jueves pasado. pero igual se siente bien poder dormir en MI cama. esta soledad, me trankiliza y al mismo tiempo me da una sensacion libertad. bue duhh. pk es mi piesa puedo hacer lo ke kiera. pero todos los dias empesando desde el sabado pasado, me levante antes de las 11. ahh solo un dia en cual me desperte a las 1 de la tarde, ese dia es el dia en ke me kede alojar en la casa de ivanka y de chemily,, ke buenas ellas no? jaja me dejaron dormir, la unica razon por la ke me despertaron es pk kerian a salir a comer almuerzo y supongo ke de buena voluntad no me podrian dejar en la casa sola, y por eso me despertaron.
me siento re cansada pk siento ke no dormi lo suficiente durante la semana, cuando si tuve toda la oportunidad de hacerlo, pero yo por ser weca, decidi kedarme a dormir en alameda, pk temo de negarle a alguien y por eso accepto y voy. pero no debi... debi haberme kedado dormida en mi cama por lo menos una vez. pk ahora toi mas agotada ke las miechis. casi me kedo a dormir en la casa de ashton kutcher hoy, pero decidi de no dormir ahi pk ya no tenia mas cambio de ropa asike me vine, y creo ke eo es para lo mejor, pero temo ke mañana no me pueda despertar temprano en la mañana para ir a la iglesia.. mas encima no tengo cel, asike nadie me podra llamar. tengo demasiado sueñooo.
lo ke hice hoydia no es my emocionante para variar. no hice mucho.
me kede todo el dia en norhloop. denuevo. llegue creo ke a las 11? y me kede ahi hasta las 9 30 de la noche? me kede todo el dia estudiando y haciendo mi tarea... uno creeria ke hubiese terminado toda mi tarea estando ahi por mas de 8 horas no? ahh no pero no señor. solo termine de leer unas 40 paginas de un libro y anote comentarios y escrbir un resumen para cada capitulo. igual no la pase mal... habia mucha gente y pude ayudar con varias cosas.. pero algunas veces siento ke no sirvo para nada. :( yo ahi barsa pokemona :P
ke entrenido los reclamos ke dan los pasajeros por algo tan chico verda? osea solo pk el mensaje dado ta tratando de comunicar algo respetable y comun, algien viene reclamando con la diccion de las palabras elejidas. pero yo tb toi chata ke mal esta este pais culturalmente hablando, pensando que hay gente que nisiquiera sabe ni hablar ni escribir bien, como que mas encima se deteriore el lenguaje con una publicidad que perfectamente en un español mas simple, pudiese transmitir el mismo mensaje sin recurrir a estos vicios del lenguaje que deterioran el idioma credito. pero igual hay mucha gente ke no estarian mas de acuerdo con lo ke toi diciendo. ke random lo ke recien escribi. solo pense en expresarme un poco sobre algo ke recien cruzo por mi mente.
ya creo ke es hora de dormir para mi pk se me caen los parpados. ah y no tuve tiempo de tomar fotos hoy.. pk nose.. se me olvida jaja. pero ojala ke pueda tomar mas... ah ya y mañana tengo ke terminar mis ensayos ke no he ni empesado. :(
bueno tengo ke empesar a trabajar.. ya mentira pk me voy a acostar..
ah creo ke encontre una nueva pasion. los tambores. tina me enseño un pokito hoy y trate de tocar lo ke me enseño pero me he dado cuenta ke tocar la bateria es mucho mas dificl de lo ke pense ke iba ser. :(
ah creo ke voy a especializarme en algo ke tenga ke ver con ayudar a la gente. ken sabe. talvez pobre o super enfermos. y kiero obtener mi titulo en español. pero solo en minor. necesito cortarme las uñaas denuevo. ke paja. ya enserio ahora si me voy a dormir...
shaolin piolin. injusticia incurable. semejante ideas. :)
me siento re cansada pk siento ke no dormi lo suficiente durante la semana, cuando si tuve toda la oportunidad de hacerlo, pero yo por ser weca, decidi kedarme a dormir en alameda, pk temo de negarle a alguien y por eso accepto y voy. pero no debi... debi haberme kedado dormida en mi cama por lo menos una vez. pk ahora toi mas agotada ke las miechis. casi me kedo a dormir en la casa de ashton kutcher hoy, pero decidi de no dormir ahi pk ya no tenia mas cambio de ropa asike me vine, y creo ke eo es para lo mejor, pero temo ke mañana no me pueda despertar temprano en la mañana para ir a la iglesia.. mas encima no tengo cel, asike nadie me podra llamar. tengo demasiado sueñooo.
lo ke hice hoydia no es my emocionante para variar. no hice mucho.
me kede todo el dia en norhloop. denuevo. llegue creo ke a las 11? y me kede ahi hasta las 9 30 de la noche? me kede todo el dia estudiando y haciendo mi tarea... uno creeria ke hubiese terminado toda mi tarea estando ahi por mas de 8 horas no? ahh no pero no señor. solo termine de leer unas 40 paginas de un libro y anote comentarios y escrbir un resumen para cada capitulo. igual no la pase mal... habia mucha gente y pude ayudar con varias cosas.. pero algunas veces siento ke no sirvo para nada. :( yo ahi barsa pokemona :P
ke entrenido los reclamos ke dan los pasajeros por algo tan chico verda? osea solo pk el mensaje dado ta tratando de comunicar algo respetable y comun, algien viene reclamando con la diccion de las palabras elejidas. pero yo tb toi chata ke mal esta este pais culturalmente hablando, pensando que hay gente que nisiquiera sabe ni hablar ni escribir bien, como que mas encima se deteriore el lenguaje con una publicidad que perfectamente en un español mas simple, pudiese transmitir el mismo mensaje sin recurrir a estos vicios del lenguaje que deterioran el idioma credito. pero igual hay mucha gente ke no estarian mas de acuerdo con lo ke toi diciendo. ke random lo ke recien escribi. solo pense en expresarme un poco sobre algo ke recien cruzo por mi mente.
ya creo ke es hora de dormir para mi pk se me caen los parpados. ah y no tuve tiempo de tomar fotos hoy.. pk nose.. se me olvida jaja. pero ojala ke pueda tomar mas... ah ya y mañana tengo ke terminar mis ensayos ke no he ni empesado. :(
bueno tengo ke empesar a trabajar.. ya mentira pk me voy a acostar..
ah creo ke encontre una nueva pasion. los tambores. tina me enseño un pokito hoy y trate de tocar lo ke me enseño pero me he dado cuenta ke tocar la bateria es mucho mas dificl de lo ke pense ke iba ser. :(
ah creo ke voy a especializarme en algo ke tenga ke ver con ayudar a la gente. ken sabe. talvez pobre o super enfermos. y kiero obtener mi titulo en español. pero solo en minor. necesito cortarme las uñaas denuevo. ke paja. ya enserio ahora si me voy a dormir...
shaolin piolin. injusticia incurable. semejante ideas. :)
Saturday, March 27, 2010
in berkeley, yet not
hello. hello. hello. LALALALAALALALALALA. help. :D
somebody. somebody. yayayayaya.
today i dont remember what i did at all. oh yeah i was at panera the whole day. ate chipotel for lunch and then bible study at steve and suzanne's. ate some see's candy. i dont get why there are such companies. for some reason, i dont get it. .... comeon... can you really make a living out of seellling chocolate? ... i guess you can. but i dont know how.
i am once again at vivian's and annie's house in alameda sleeping over for the third time since spring break started. its ok. im happy because i am being fed. i was about to starve to death this week, but thank God for alameda. :)
ok whatevers. oh i just realized that i like macs. jaja. umm.. which may look like i will be getting one this summer. a macbook pro exactly. :) ..
ok im tireds now. so im going to sleep.
oh angela my cuz just came with cici. yay! and fran is here too. jean is back home so no jean :( i likeey jean. lots of ppl in teh house. how nice. yeah?
ok now sleepy time man. ok byyyyyye byessssssssssss.
somebody. somebody. yayayayaya.
today i dont remember what i did at all. oh yeah i was at panera the whole day. ate chipotel for lunch and then bible study at steve and suzanne's. ate some see's candy. i dont get why there are such companies. for some reason, i dont get it. .... comeon... can you really make a living out of seellling chocolate? ... i guess you can. but i dont know how.
i am once again at vivian's and annie's house in alameda sleeping over for the third time since spring break started. its ok. im happy because i am being fed. i was about to starve to death this week, but thank God for alameda. :)
ok whatevers. oh i just realized that i like macs. jaja. umm.. which may look like i will be getting one this summer. a macbook pro exactly. :) ..
ok im tireds now. so im going to sleep.
oh angela my cuz just came with cici. yay! and fran is here too. jean is back home so no jean :( i likeey jean. lots of ppl in teh house. how nice. yeah?
ok now sleepy time man. ok byyyyyye byessssssssssss.
Thursday, March 25, 2010
un dia tranki.
ha pasado mucho tiempo desde la ultima vez ke escribi en castellano, la razon, es simple, me da lata jaja. no buena escusa pero toi chata cuando llego de haciendo algo y me siento dem cansada.
ayer me kede alojar en la casa de estur y jackie. fuimos alojar, yo, paige, ivanka, y regeline, pero nos kedamos despiertas hasta las 2 de la mañana esperando a las seniors ke vinieron de sierra lodge. y al final eramos en la casa de estur; yo, virginia, olive juice, janet, wendy, regeline, paige, ivanka, tiffany todas durmiendo en el piso de la sala. nos entretenimos mucho.
todo el dia hoy la pase en northloop tratando de hacer tarea. hice algo por lo menos. pero todavia hay mucho ke hacer.
cenamos en la casa de vivian y annie, y por el momento me kedo alojar aca. ahora estoi con paige, jaime y lafonda solas en la casa de annie pk todas las de la casa salieron a una junta, estamos tratando de hacer tarea, pero estamos fallando miserablemente. mañana si ke me voy a tener ke empeñar y ponerme las pilas pa poder terminar todo mañana pk no lo kero dejar hasta ultimo momento pk me da demasiada lata hacerlo el domingo.
por otro lado, estoi comiendo como chancha. pense yo ke no iba a tener alimento por el resto de esta semana pk pense ke iba estar en mi dormitorio todo dia durmiendo y como no puedo usar mis puntos, pense ke apenas iba a comer, pero al contrario, alojando en las casas de varias personas me da el accesso a comida sin limite, cuyo no muy bueno para mi.
kiero aprender a tocar la bateria. en verda, siempre he kerido tocar la bateria, pero nunk tuve la oportunidad de tomar clases cuando estaba en la prepa. pero creo ke si kiero aprender. y stoi seria y me comprometo a practicar y aprender bien duro.
ultimamente he tenido pensamientos regresando a los dias cuando jugaba golf. nose ke significa. sera pk lo extraño, o sera pk es algo muy importante de mi pasado, o sera pk me preocupa lo ke pensara mi papa si le digo ke no kiero jugar mas. es un dilema muy grave ke nose como enfrentar. si le reso a dios ke me ayude a resolver el problema. tengo tanto ke pensar ahora, pero siento como ke no tengo tiempo para pensar en extra cosas por trabajo ke tengo ke hacer para mis clases. y algunas veces creo ke me kiero divertir mas ke pensar en cosas serias. tengo mucho mas ke decir, pero nose como expresarlo.
hmmm. me sale sangre por la oreja :(
tengo un pokito de sueño. ojala ke mañana termine mi tarea.
ya casi se termina el semestre.. osea mi primer año en la u. el tiempo se fue volando este año. se ke durante el futuro, extrañare mucho este tiempo en cual estoi disfrutando mucho. no creo ke tiene mucho sentido lo ke dije ahora. jaja. pero bueno lo ke seaaaaaaa. ke sera sera. :)
mañana sera otro dia. de ahi veremos.
ayer me kede alojar en la casa de estur y jackie. fuimos alojar, yo, paige, ivanka, y regeline, pero nos kedamos despiertas hasta las 2 de la mañana esperando a las seniors ke vinieron de sierra lodge. y al final eramos en la casa de estur; yo, virginia, olive juice, janet, wendy, regeline, paige, ivanka, tiffany todas durmiendo en el piso de la sala. nos entretenimos mucho.
todo el dia hoy la pase en northloop tratando de hacer tarea. hice algo por lo menos. pero todavia hay mucho ke hacer.
cenamos en la casa de vivian y annie, y por el momento me kedo alojar aca. ahora estoi con paige, jaime y lafonda solas en la casa de annie pk todas las de la casa salieron a una junta, estamos tratando de hacer tarea, pero estamos fallando miserablemente. mañana si ke me voy a tener ke empeñar y ponerme las pilas pa poder terminar todo mañana pk no lo kero dejar hasta ultimo momento pk me da demasiada lata hacerlo el domingo.
por otro lado, estoi comiendo como chancha. pense yo ke no iba a tener alimento por el resto de esta semana pk pense ke iba estar en mi dormitorio todo dia durmiendo y como no puedo usar mis puntos, pense ke apenas iba a comer, pero al contrario, alojando en las casas de varias personas me da el accesso a comida sin limite, cuyo no muy bueno para mi.
kiero aprender a tocar la bateria. en verda, siempre he kerido tocar la bateria, pero nunk tuve la oportunidad de tomar clases cuando estaba en la prepa. pero creo ke si kiero aprender. y stoi seria y me comprometo a practicar y aprender bien duro.
ultimamente he tenido pensamientos regresando a los dias cuando jugaba golf. nose ke significa. sera pk lo extraño, o sera pk es algo muy importante de mi pasado, o sera pk me preocupa lo ke pensara mi papa si le digo ke no kiero jugar mas. es un dilema muy grave ke nose como enfrentar. si le reso a dios ke me ayude a resolver el problema. tengo tanto ke pensar ahora, pero siento como ke no tengo tiempo para pensar en extra cosas por trabajo ke tengo ke hacer para mis clases. y algunas veces creo ke me kiero divertir mas ke pensar en cosas serias. tengo mucho mas ke decir, pero nose como expresarlo.
hmmm. me sale sangre por la oreja :(
tengo un pokito de sueño. ojala ke mañana termine mi tarea.
ya casi se termina el semestre.. osea mi primer año en la u. el tiempo se fue volando este año. se ke durante el futuro, extrañare mucho este tiempo en cual estoi disfrutando mucho. no creo ke tiene mucho sentido lo ke dije ahora. jaja. pero bueno lo ke seaaaaaaa. ke sera sera. :)
mañana sera otro dia. de ahi veremos.
Tuesday, March 23, 2010
yosemite
i just came back from the yosemite trip. i am currently at chemily, helen, ivanka's place. ima sleep over at their place since im a loner back at my place.
yosemite. was wonderful. very long trip, but it was amajing. last time i went to yosemite was back in 2006 with the fambam and the extended fambam from new york. it was aite.. we didnt go hiking, so didnt really get the whole 'yosemite' experieince. but i did this time.
sunday after church i went home to pack. jackie and estur came to pick me up at my dorm. in my car: paige, josefine, regeline... chemily joined us later. :P long car ride to yosemite.. stopped by at a gas station and then ate a late lunch at kinder's. cool place. specializing in meat and steak. their bbq sauce is the bombshizzle. .. the entire trip there must have felt like 5 hours for some reason. upon our arrival, i dont remember a thing! :) oh but, i tell you, the guy's cabin was ok... the sister's cabin was a lot nicer, i got to sleep in a bed with paige, which was pretty comfortable. oh yeah at night we played king kong shower. thats all i remember. ok. sunday. over.
monday we woke up really early in the morning to eat breakfast. then we went back to the guy's cabin to prepare lunch. then i dont remember. oh yeah we stopped at various places to take pics. we stopped to see el capitan, half dome, yosemite falls (i think), and i dont remember where else we stopped. we finally arrived at yosemite and got out to hike. i think we went on a 2 to 3 hour hike.. came back and went to play frisbee and football somewhere... i dont remember.. dang everything is so blurry. it was a long day though. went back to the bros cabin and ate some good dinner. after dinner, some ppl watched the g live dvd while others downstairs played games. it was super funtastic. :) oh steve, steven, sean left tonight.
today. we woke up early and once again went to eat breakfast at the hotel. went back to the bros cabin and packed lunch.. i just remember going to the hetch hetchy reservoir. the dam is HUGEeeee. i was wondering if falling into the dam would lead to my death. i still haven't got the answer. but yeah we hiked some more and then ate lunch by some rocks. and finally finished with dts. it was pretty awesome though. scenery was pretty much natureistic and breath taking. we left the yosemite. i wanted to climb half dome, but we will have to leave that for the summer or something. no fsho i will. i will no matter what.! ok so on the way we stopped at the same gas station we stopped at on sunday. then we all went to eat at micky D's and then we all separated and went our way home. the END. TADAAAAAAA. ok so much more details, but too lazy to think about it. cuz i dont remember half of the trip because everything looked the same to me; waterfalls, trees, lakes blah blah blah. i mean dont get me wrong though, it was really nice. enjoyment achieved.
first time posting up my pics; they suck. :) im trying it out.
pretty scenery
freshmen+staff
random
regeline, ivanka, paige, chemily, jaime. bad pic. i didnt take it, but whatever. it looks pretty cool and legit.
babos trio in my car :)
i am coldies. i smell like coconut, fruity lotion. yay.
OH YEAH ..I AM SOMEWHAT GOING CRAZIESSSSSSSSS CUZ I REALIZED I HAVE A FINAL PAPER DUE NEXT WEEK, WHICH I HAVENT READ THE PROMPT FORR. I HAVE A CONCERT REPORT FOR MY MUSIC CLASS.. I HAVENT EVEN GONE TO A CONCERT YET. I HAVE TO READ 100+ PAGES FOR A BOOOK. I HAVE TO WRITE ANOTHER FREAKIN OBESITY ESSAY. ALL FREAKIN DUE NEXT WEEK. SHOOT ME NOWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW. A;SDLJF;ASLDJFA;SLDKJF;LADSJF ASFDSAFLASFJDF . CRAZIES TIME NOWWWWWWWW. ;ASLDKJFA;LSDKJFA;LSDKJF. OK SO TOMORROW SCRATCH THE DAY OFF. I CANT SLEEP ALL DAY TOMORROW. . i dont know...............
i havent slept in my room for the past 5 nights. .. room must be lonelies.
whatever shall i do. GUIDANCE I NEED. STRENGTH. pretty please.
yosemite. was wonderful. very long trip, but it was amajing. last time i went to yosemite was back in 2006 with the fambam and the extended fambam from new york. it was aite.. we didnt go hiking, so didnt really get the whole 'yosemite' experieince. but i did this time.
sunday after church i went home to pack. jackie and estur came to pick me up at my dorm. in my car: paige, josefine, regeline... chemily joined us later. :P long car ride to yosemite.. stopped by at a gas station and then ate a late lunch at kinder's. cool place. specializing in meat and steak. their bbq sauce is the bombshizzle. .. the entire trip there must have felt like 5 hours for some reason. upon our arrival, i dont remember a thing! :) oh but, i tell you, the guy's cabin was ok... the sister's cabin was a lot nicer, i got to sleep in a bed with paige, which was pretty comfortable. oh yeah at night we played king kong shower. thats all i remember. ok. sunday. over.
monday we woke up really early in the morning to eat breakfast. then we went back to the guy's cabin to prepare lunch. then i dont remember. oh yeah we stopped at various places to take pics. we stopped to see el capitan, half dome, yosemite falls (i think), and i dont remember where else we stopped. we finally arrived at yosemite and got out to hike. i think we went on a 2 to 3 hour hike.. came back and went to play frisbee and football somewhere... i dont remember.. dang everything is so blurry. it was a long day though. went back to the bros cabin and ate some good dinner. after dinner, some ppl watched the g live dvd while others downstairs played games. it was super funtastic. :) oh steve, steven, sean left tonight.
today. we woke up early and once again went to eat breakfast at the hotel. went back to the bros cabin and packed lunch.. i just remember going to the hetch hetchy reservoir. the dam is HUGEeeee. i was wondering if falling into the dam would lead to my death. i still haven't got the answer. but yeah we hiked some more and then ate lunch by some rocks. and finally finished with dts. it was pretty awesome though. scenery was pretty much natureistic and breath taking. we left the yosemite. i wanted to climb half dome, but we will have to leave that for the summer or something. no fsho i will. i will no matter what.! ok so on the way we stopped at the same gas station we stopped at on sunday. then we all went to eat at micky D's and then we all separated and went our way home. the END. TADAAAAAAA. ok so much more details, but too lazy to think about it. cuz i dont remember half of the trip because everything looked the same to me; waterfalls, trees, lakes blah blah blah. i mean dont get me wrong though, it was really nice. enjoyment achieved.
first time posting up my pics; they suck. :) im trying it out.
pretty scenery
freshmen+staff
random
regeline, ivanka, paige, chemily, jaime. bad pic. i didnt take it, but whatever. it looks pretty cool and legit.
babos trio in my car :)
i am coldies. i smell like coconut, fruity lotion. yay.
OH YEAH ..I AM SOMEWHAT GOING CRAZIESSSSSSSSS CUZ I REALIZED I HAVE A FINAL PAPER DUE NEXT WEEK, WHICH I HAVENT READ THE PROMPT FORR. I HAVE A CONCERT REPORT FOR MY MUSIC CLASS.. I HAVENT EVEN GONE TO A CONCERT YET. I HAVE TO READ 100+ PAGES FOR A BOOOK. I HAVE TO WRITE ANOTHER FREAKIN OBESITY ESSAY. ALL FREAKIN DUE NEXT WEEK. SHOOT ME NOWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW. A;SDLJF;ASLDJFA;SLDKJF;LADSJF ASFDSAFLASFJDF . CRAZIES TIME NOWWWWWWWW. ;ASLDKJFA;LSDKJFA;LSDKJF. OK SO TOMORROW SCRATCH THE DAY OFF. I CANT SLEEP ALL DAY TOMORROW. . i dont know...............
i havent slept in my room for the past 5 nights. .. room must be lonelies.
whatever shall i do. GUIDANCE I NEED. STRENGTH. pretty please.
Saturday, March 20, 2010
poor empty room of mine.
havent been able to update in like 3 days.. which feels hella wierd because im used to updating everyday. but whatevers. here goesss this and that and blah blah blah :)
ok so friday mmm man i dont remember.. ahh.. mhh. ok class.. course 101 with easter and then class at 2 to 4. then i dont remeber. .jaja dang bad memory of mine. oh yeah went to steve and suzannes and ate dinner there. i like their house. its pretty spacious. i want to go there more often. studying in their basement sounds chill~~
instead of going to play sports at the whatever field,, i stayed at the suhs and watched the basketball game vs. louisville. i have officially become a basketball fan. jaja. iv never liked watching other sports other than like golf, but i so like watching basketball now. i dont think i will do that too often though. i think i also got some close bonding time with abigail and kristen.. they seriously hated me before.. but now i think they got my back ;) basically .. i just have to give abigail food.. and i push kristen around in a trashcan...and they ll love me. nice huh. yeyas.
then slept over at vivian's house. i like her sleeping bag. it was warm. i slept the earliest ever this year.. it must be cuz its her house. i slightly woke up at like 4 cuz jen jobbar was off to the airport to go back home.. then woke up had breakfast with the vivian and the su and dropped su at the sfo. then the bibimpap took to me to dorm.. she picked up lafonda and jamie and rosy. then i went back to the dorm and packed stuff to study. then me, lafonda, jamie, rosy and bibimpaps met jean @ borders in alameda.. we stayed there for like 5 hhours or something. dang we saw a handful of ppl there...elle, irene, amy and her bros, sieun, jacob, freddy flinestones, jesse, gary's sister, oh my... more ppl but i dont remembers. whatever. saw ppl at panera too. and i hads them chipotel
now im at fulton house :) sleeping over. all the seniors are here so its fun and all good. we are about to watch the princess and the frog !!!!!!!!!!11 ahhhhhhhh yes. ive wanted to watch for the longest time. yay. and i havent packed for the yosemite trip. yay for that.
i have to cut my bangs. too long. but i dont know if i should just leave it and wait till it grows.. i dunnos. SHRUG.
abigail likes wedgies.JAJA. them womens here are baking. ohmy. so girly
paige said my pj's are flattering. so happy i blushed. ah eww. no i didnt.
i havent been in my room for the longest time. so neglected. poor room of mine.
i cant see very well with my contacts at the moment. :( and i hate wearing glasses.
i will start uploading some pictures on here. because it looks so empty and so not cool. JAJA. yay princess and the frogggg.
ashton kutcher talks like a baby. JAJAJAAJAJa. but i like it. it sounds funny.
a;sdkfjas;ldfj. la;sjdflasjdf. i just like having those moments.
PAZOOKIEEEEEEE. :)
no more updating till tuesday :(
bye byes :)
i have homework.. i had to turn in like on friday and i didnt... revising an essay. i told the prof i was gonna send her an email but i still havent -___- ahhhhhhhh. so bad. oh wells.
ok so friday mmm man i dont remember.. ahh.. mhh. ok class.. course 101 with easter and then class at 2 to 4. then i dont remeber. .jaja dang bad memory of mine. oh yeah went to steve and suzannes and ate dinner there. i like their house. its pretty spacious. i want to go there more often. studying in their basement sounds chill~~
instead of going to play sports at the whatever field,, i stayed at the suhs and watched the basketball game vs. louisville. i have officially become a basketball fan. jaja. iv never liked watching other sports other than like golf, but i so like watching basketball now. i dont think i will do that too often though. i think i also got some close bonding time with abigail and kristen.. they seriously hated me before.. but now i think they got my back ;) basically .. i just have to give abigail food.. and i push kristen around in a trashcan...and they ll love me. nice huh. yeyas.
then slept over at vivian's house. i like her sleeping bag. it was warm. i slept the earliest ever this year.. it must be cuz its her house. i slightly woke up at like 4 cuz jen jobbar was off to the airport to go back home.. then woke up had breakfast with the vivian and the su and dropped su at the sfo. then the bibimpap took to me to dorm.. she picked up lafonda and jamie and rosy. then i went back to the dorm and packed stuff to study. then me, lafonda, jamie, rosy and bibimpaps met jean @ borders in alameda.. we stayed there for like 5 hhours or something. dang we saw a handful of ppl there...elle, irene, amy and her bros, sieun, jacob, freddy flinestones, jesse, gary's sister, oh my... more ppl but i dont remembers. whatever. saw ppl at panera too. and i hads them chipotel
now im at fulton house :) sleeping over. all the seniors are here so its fun and all good. we are about to watch the princess and the frog !!!!!!!!!!11 ahhhhhhhh yes. ive wanted to watch for the longest time. yay. and i havent packed for the yosemite trip. yay for that.
i have to cut my bangs. too long. but i dont know if i should just leave it and wait till it grows.. i dunnos. SHRUG.
abigail likes wedgies.JAJA. them womens here are baking. ohmy. so girly
paige said my pj's are flattering. so happy i blushed. ah eww. no i didnt.
i havent been in my room for the longest time. so neglected. poor room of mine.
i cant see very well with my contacts at the moment. :( and i hate wearing glasses.
i will start uploading some pictures on here. because it looks so empty and so not cool. JAJA. yay princess and the frogggg.
ashton kutcher talks like a baby. JAJAJAAJAJa. but i like it. it sounds funny.
a;sdkfjas;ldfj. la;sjdflasjdf. i just like having those moments.
PAZOOKIEEEEEEE. :)
no more updating till tuesday :(
bye byes :)
i have homework.. i had to turn in like on friday and i didnt... revising an essay. i told the prof i was gonna send her an email but i still havent -___- ahhhhhhhh. so bad. oh wells.
Friday, March 19, 2010
puff. gone. just like that.
yay. YAY. and YAAAAAAAAAAAY. this week of hell has gone by so slow. but i got through it. thats all it matters. but i am lacking in sleep. to such extent that i sleep anywhere. i fell asleep at the y, stacks, fsm, skim's room, in a class of 10 people, benches, and dont remember where else cuz ive gotten a total of 8 hours of sleep since sunday? oouhhhhhhhh not good.
do you know how good it feels when you are done with a midterm?! ... not just any... one you studied for days, hours, like never before. yes. that is exactly what i did. i read the entire freakin music textbook. JA. IN 2 days. crazies huh. i dont evfen know how i did it. nevertheless, it was my fault because i didnt know a thing. even when i went to lecture, i would either not pay attention and fall asleep, or i was in my room sleeping. when i went to discussion, i had no freakin idea what they were talking about.. so actually its mah bad. so i deserve it. i was a free woman, until like 3 until i found out i had to do do some citations and revise my essays.
im super sleepy right now. its 3 40 am? in the laundry room, falling asleep. I HATE DOING LAUNDRY. but i love the laundry smell. BUT I HATE DOING LAUNDRY. emphasis. man i wish i could go back home and have my mommy do my laundry. man miss the old days now...
i left my cell phone at the y.. sadness. i never knew i depended on my phone so much, but sometimes it feels really nice not having one.
i have planned out my whole week for spring break. so sun-tues yosemite, wednesday is dedicated to sleeping day, so basically ima turn off my phone, no laptops, no nothing, just sleep.all.day.long. thurs maybe san fran? friday music concert and maybe run to the berkeley marina. yes i will do that this time. and then sleep. i hope it mostly consists of sleeping, but that would be a bad idea, since i have to write 2 freakin papers. one is a final for soc and the other one is a concert report for music. i also have to do extra credit. AHHHHHHHHH HOW SADDDDDDDDD. one of these days i am going to lose it and go insane and maybe i have to get checked in to a asylum.
strangely i dont miss my familyy. strangely, i dont feel the need to go back home.
man. i need to plan for the summer. everything is up in the air. same with who im living with next year. i also need to go apartment hunting. and summer school? ohmys. i hate this.
i also got rid of the virus on my laptop today.
i cant wait for spring break, even though i know im not going to be productive. ahh boohoo. whatevers. i have to though. i have 2 papers due that week. oh no. im going to cry now. how is it that week after week, its just a non stop cycle of nonsense to the max.
ok this is nonsense. im sleepy. ok. GOOOD. morning . america. teehee.
do you know how good it feels when you are done with a midterm?! ... not just any... one you studied for days, hours, like never before. yes. that is exactly what i did. i read the entire freakin music textbook. JA. IN 2 days. crazies huh. i dont evfen know how i did it. nevertheless, it was my fault because i didnt know a thing. even when i went to lecture, i would either not pay attention and fall asleep, or i was in my room sleeping. when i went to discussion, i had no freakin idea what they were talking about.. so actually its mah bad. so i deserve it. i was a free woman, until like 3 until i found out i had to do do some citations and revise my essays.
im super sleepy right now. its 3 40 am? in the laundry room, falling asleep. I HATE DOING LAUNDRY. but i love the laundry smell. BUT I HATE DOING LAUNDRY. emphasis. man i wish i could go back home and have my mommy do my laundry. man miss the old days now...
i left my cell phone at the y.. sadness. i never knew i depended on my phone so much, but sometimes it feels really nice not having one.
i have planned out my whole week for spring break. so sun-tues yosemite, wednesday is dedicated to sleeping day, so basically ima turn off my phone, no laptops, no nothing, just sleep.all.day.long. thurs maybe san fran? friday music concert and maybe run to the berkeley marina. yes i will do that this time. and then sleep. i hope it mostly consists of sleeping, but that would be a bad idea, since i have to write 2 freakin papers. one is a final for soc and the other one is a concert report for music. i also have to do extra credit. AHHHHHHHHH HOW SADDDDDDDDD. one of these days i am going to lose it and go insane and maybe i have to get checked in to a asylum.
strangely i dont miss my familyy. strangely, i dont feel the need to go back home.
man. i need to plan for the summer. everything is up in the air. same with who im living with next year. i also need to go apartment hunting. and summer school? ohmys. i hate this.
i also got rid of the virus on my laptop today.
i cant wait for spring break, even though i know im not going to be productive. ahh boohoo. whatevers. i have to though. i have 2 papers due that week. oh no. im going to cry now. how is it that week after week, its just a non stop cycle of nonsense to the max.
ok this is nonsense. im sleepy. ok. GOOOD. morning . america. teehee.
Tuesday, March 16, 2010
oye como va.
al menos toi tratando de escribir.. estoi en la mitad de mis estudios en la biblioteca pero creo ke necesito tomar un descanso.. pero no puedo.. pk necesito continuar con mis estudios pk tengo ke hacer mucho en muy pokito tiempo. ah pucha siempre las cago y hago todo al ultimo minuto.
hoy y ayer junto, he leido mas de 200 paginas de mi libro de musica.. eso me pasa por procrastinar. pero almenos me esta yendo mejor ke el semestre pasado? o no.. en realidad no toi segura pk no creo e hice muy bien en mis ensayos.. pero pasa lo ke pasa.. en eso vivo.
lo unico ke he estado haciendo desde el sabado pasado es estudiar. he estado viviendo en la biblioteca. todos los dias paso mas de 5 horas todos los dias. y creo ke talvez hoy tenga ke madrugar.. ahhhhhhhhhhhh. ke odiooo. asd;lfjadslfja;ld.
no tengo mucho tiempo para escribir asike creo ke hasta aki no ma.
aloha.
hoy y ayer junto, he leido mas de 200 paginas de mi libro de musica.. eso me pasa por procrastinar. pero almenos me esta yendo mejor ke el semestre pasado? o no.. en realidad no toi segura pk no creo e hice muy bien en mis ensayos.. pero pasa lo ke pasa.. en eso vivo.
lo unico ke he estado haciendo desde el sabado pasado es estudiar. he estado viviendo en la biblioteca. todos los dias paso mas de 5 horas todos los dias. y creo ke talvez hoy tenga ke madrugar.. ahhhhhhhhhhhh. ke odiooo. asd;lfjadslfja;ld.
no tengo mucho tiempo para escribir asike creo ke hasta aki no ma.
aloha.
Sunday, March 14, 2010
nice day.
today was the nicest day this year. up until now. it wasnt too hot.. but not too cold.. but i still dont like it because i like cold weather. but whatever. i hope it gets colder and i hope it starts raining even more :)
i got a virus again JAJA. on my other laptop. again. this is the third time i get the same virus. but this is no time to pout, instead, i should celebrate. this upcoming thursday i have a midterm and if i have a virus, i wont be able to access my laptop, thus i will have no distractions, but then i wont be able to write on my blog.. but then again i have my netbook, so maybe i will udpate once in a while.
i really like playing volleyball. i really really do! i wish i could play more and get better at it too.
yesterdaays i went to sleep over at mulan shang ginger's house.. finishing my paper due tomorrow. this is only the second time i finish a paper a day earlier than the due date. ahh bliss. happys.
i have 960 meal points.. i think im suppose to be at like 650 or something.. if you are reading this and go to berkeley, call me and ill swipe you ok? ok.
i dont feel like writing anymore because im tired.
oh and yesterday i had course 101 with easter at sufficient grounds. ive never purchased sufficient grounds anything. ive tried it because i mooched off some people's samwiches and stuff but i should buy something before they close down next month. oh and course 101 is getting interesting i guess. i need some enlightment.
randmom, but i just read my sat essay and i dont know how i got an 11 because i suck at writing. actually now that i think about it, its not that bad. in 25 min.. i wrote something pretty legit. JAJA. ok . im really hungry now.. but its like 12.and i have to go to sleep.
i want peanut butter and jelly samwich. i havent had one in like a bajillion years. soo i guess im going to yosemite during spreak break. i dont think we can climb half down.. but i was so looking forward to it. oh weellls. whatevers. i kinda wanted to go down to socal so i could eat bingsoo and donkatsu and i dont know.. but everytime i think of home.. its not very exciting. ohmy. unless i go see my family duh. yeah i do miss my family, but at the moment i do not want to confront my dad about some issues. i dont even think my dad knows about my spring break.. actually i dont think i told him. JAJA. i will tell him soon. staying here is probably better because i dont even think ill study there, i do have a paper due soon, so ill just stay. i think i repeated this like 2 entries ago. i dont know. whatevers.
i want to go snowboarding so bad. MAAAAAAAAAAAN. ahhhhhhhhhhhhh. i want to.
i want to do something extreme. i dont know. like skydiving. that would be coolness. right thur. i will. but who would go with me.. everyone is hella scardy pants. ohh know that i think about it.. 'hella' is so norcal.. i kinda wana stop saying it, cuz its so norcal.. i didnt know hella was norcal when i was in socal..
ok study times. music midterms on thursday. mani mani gongboos. and chingoos. and eumshigs.
RSFFFFFFF SUCCESSSSSSSS. well kinda. but yeah im on the right track.
HWAITINGSSSSSS.
i got a virus again JAJA. on my other laptop. again. this is the third time i get the same virus. but this is no time to pout, instead, i should celebrate. this upcoming thursday i have a midterm and if i have a virus, i wont be able to access my laptop, thus i will have no distractions, but then i wont be able to write on my blog.. but then again i have my netbook, so maybe i will udpate once in a while.
i really like playing volleyball. i really really do! i wish i could play more and get better at it too.
yesterdaays i went to sleep over at mulan shang ginger's house.. finishing my paper due tomorrow. this is only the second time i finish a paper a day earlier than the due date. ahh bliss. happys.
i have 960 meal points.. i think im suppose to be at like 650 or something.. if you are reading this and go to berkeley, call me and ill swipe you ok? ok.
i dont feel like writing anymore because im tired.
oh and yesterday i had course 101 with easter at sufficient grounds. ive never purchased sufficient grounds anything. ive tried it because i mooched off some people's samwiches and stuff but i should buy something before they close down next month. oh and course 101 is getting interesting i guess. i need some enlightment.
randmom, but i just read my sat essay and i dont know how i got an 11 because i suck at writing. actually now that i think about it, its not that bad. in 25 min.. i wrote something pretty legit. JAJA. ok . im really hungry now.. but its like 12.and i have to go to sleep.
i want peanut butter and jelly samwich. i havent had one in like a bajillion years. soo i guess im going to yosemite during spreak break. i dont think we can climb half down.. but i was so looking forward to it. oh weellls. whatevers. i kinda wanted to go down to socal so i could eat bingsoo and donkatsu and i dont know.. but everytime i think of home.. its not very exciting. ohmy. unless i go see my family duh. yeah i do miss my family, but at the moment i do not want to confront my dad about some issues. i dont even think my dad knows about my spring break.. actually i dont think i told him. JAJA. i will tell him soon. staying here is probably better because i dont even think ill study there, i do have a paper due soon, so ill just stay. i think i repeated this like 2 entries ago. i dont know. whatevers.
i want to go snowboarding so bad. MAAAAAAAAAAAN. ahhhhhhhhhhhhh. i want to.
i want to do something extreme. i dont know. like skydiving. that would be coolness. right thur. i will. but who would go with me.. everyone is hella scardy pants. ohh know that i think about it.. 'hella' is so norcal.. i kinda wana stop saying it, cuz its so norcal.. i didnt know hella was norcal when i was in socal..
ok study times. music midterms on thursday. mani mani gongboos. and chingoos. and eumshigs.
RSFFFFFFF SUCCESSSSSSSS. well kinda. but yeah im on the right track.
HWAITINGSSSSSS.
Saturday, March 13, 2010
FELIZ ANIVERSARIO :)
esta es mi post numero 100 :) hemos venido por un largo camino quierdo amigo. :)
cuando empece este blog al principios de noviembre.. nunk pense ke iba a durar tan largo :P pero ke bien no? pero enverda si disfruto escribir mis pensamientos y los hechos del dia. no me importa si lo lee alguien o no.. a sino.. puede ser solo algo para mi jeje.
bueno cambiemos de tema. hoydia... me levante tarde.. a las 12 creo y tuve ke redactar mi ensayo de nuevo .. boo hoo. pero bueno almenos lo imprimi y llegue a clases a tiempo y tb comi un sandwich rapidito. ahh mi sandwich favorito ahora es el poppy seed chicken sandwich. es super delish.. no se pk me fije tan tarde.. al principio del primer semestere.. mi sandwich favorito era el turkey piccolo con provolone. y despues me empeso a gustar mucho el cranberry turkey sandwich.. pero ahora lo cambie al de pollo cuyo sabor muy rico :) despues tendre otro favorito.
bue y tb me comi un yogur.. rico. el yogur de bear market... super sabroso :) ah creo ke lo podria comer todos los dias y nunk artarme del yogur.
ah recien me corte las uñas del pie y de las manos. siempre cuando me corto las uñas del pie.. me sangran :P jaja. la razon.. es pk trato de extraer la uña del pie...pk si no lo extraigo todo.. se keda un pedazo de la uña y despues empiesa a crecer a dentro del pie y duele mucho asike trato de sacarlo todo. pero esta vez corte mucha parte de la uña y al mismo tiempo.. salio mi piel con pedazo de uña y me se me chorreo sangre.. pk tome mucha piel. pobre de mi dedo. no es como ke me duele mucho pero se ve un poco askeroso :P
fuimos a jugar en un gimnacio de tal colegio... nose pk fuimos a un gimnacio de una secundaria.. cuando pudimos haber ido a otros lados. lo ke sea. hoydia hice ejercisio jugando volley y basket. me siento re cansada y kiero dormir.. sin duda. jaja pk siempre cuando escribo toi con sueño. tengo hambre :( pk no comi cena. se me olvido comer frutas.. pero si me esta funcionando bien el plan. he hecho ejercisio por 3 dias seguidos.. y ojala continue haci por el resto del mes y del proximo mes. mañana.. tengo ke vivir todo el dia en la biblioteca :( estupidos ensayos y pruebas. ojala ke pueda terminar un monton mañana pa ke no tenga ke hacer mucho el domingo. mas encima tengo ke termina el ensayo para ke algien me lo pueda correjir pk enserio mi ensayo falla.
alguna gente eso si.. cero aporte loco.
talvez trabaje mañana.. ken sabe.. pk le di muy turno de trabajo a jackie pk trabaje por ella el martes pasado asike en vez de mi.. le pedi ke trabajara por mi. haci yo tb puedo dormir mas. :) ah ya me kero ir a dormir.. pero mi dedo sigue sangrando :(
tengo ke puro tragar no ma .. tengo hambre.. wataa esta gruñiendo.. ahh
mañana comere un desayuno ricky ricon.
shauuuuu.
cuando empece este blog al principios de noviembre.. nunk pense ke iba a durar tan largo :P pero ke bien no? pero enverda si disfruto escribir mis pensamientos y los hechos del dia. no me importa si lo lee alguien o no.. a sino.. puede ser solo algo para mi jeje.
bueno cambiemos de tema. hoydia... me levante tarde.. a las 12 creo y tuve ke redactar mi ensayo de nuevo .. boo hoo. pero bueno almenos lo imprimi y llegue a clases a tiempo y tb comi un sandwich rapidito. ahh mi sandwich favorito ahora es el poppy seed chicken sandwich. es super delish.. no se pk me fije tan tarde.. al principio del primer semestere.. mi sandwich favorito era el turkey piccolo con provolone. y despues me empeso a gustar mucho el cranberry turkey sandwich.. pero ahora lo cambie al de pollo cuyo sabor muy rico :) despues tendre otro favorito.
bue y tb me comi un yogur.. rico. el yogur de bear market... super sabroso :) ah creo ke lo podria comer todos los dias y nunk artarme del yogur.
ah recien me corte las uñas del pie y de las manos. siempre cuando me corto las uñas del pie.. me sangran :P jaja. la razon.. es pk trato de extraer la uña del pie...pk si no lo extraigo todo.. se keda un pedazo de la uña y despues empiesa a crecer a dentro del pie y duele mucho asike trato de sacarlo todo. pero esta vez corte mucha parte de la uña y al mismo tiempo.. salio mi piel con pedazo de uña y me se me chorreo sangre.. pk tome mucha piel. pobre de mi dedo. no es como ke me duele mucho pero se ve un poco askeroso :P
fuimos a jugar en un gimnacio de tal colegio... nose pk fuimos a un gimnacio de una secundaria.. cuando pudimos haber ido a otros lados. lo ke sea. hoydia hice ejercisio jugando volley y basket. me siento re cansada y kiero dormir.. sin duda. jaja pk siempre cuando escribo toi con sueño. tengo hambre :( pk no comi cena. se me olvido comer frutas.. pero si me esta funcionando bien el plan. he hecho ejercisio por 3 dias seguidos.. y ojala continue haci por el resto del mes y del proximo mes. mañana.. tengo ke vivir todo el dia en la biblioteca :( estupidos ensayos y pruebas. ojala ke pueda terminar un monton mañana pa ke no tenga ke hacer mucho el domingo. mas encima tengo ke termina el ensayo para ke algien me lo pueda correjir pk enserio mi ensayo falla.
alguna gente eso si.. cero aporte loco.
talvez trabaje mañana.. ken sabe.. pk le di muy turno de trabajo a jackie pk trabaje por ella el martes pasado asike en vez de mi.. le pedi ke trabajara por mi. haci yo tb puedo dormir mas. :) ah ya me kero ir a dormir.. pero mi dedo sigue sangrando :(
tengo ke puro tragar no ma .. tengo hambre.. wataa esta gruñiendo.. ahh
mañana comere un desayuno ricky ricon.
shauuuuu.
Friday, March 12, 2010
exercise overload
first day of rsf. the first of the 31 times i have to in a row. ok hwaitings! aja ajaaaaaaa. i just realized i hate to work. i hate doing so even more at buffet town. i have realized today why people who work say they want to go back to school. respect. doesnt make sense. but whatever.
i walked around a lot today. plus i just finished doing this video exercise thing with my roomate. ahh. im tired.. so tired. so tired that i dont want to write anymore.
i didnt go to both lectures today. temptations man. i gots to stop.
spring break.. i need to write essay, do 30 points worth of extra credit and read a book. ah. man i m screwed. and all i wanted to do was sleep. oh weells.
ok too bad i sleepy bye byes.
i walked around a lot today. plus i just finished doing this video exercise thing with my roomate. ahh. im tired.. so tired. so tired that i dont want to write anymore.
i didnt go to both lectures today. temptations man. i gots to stop.
spring break.. i need to write essay, do 30 points worth of extra credit and read a book. ah. man i m screwed. and all i wanted to do was sleep. oh weells.
ok too bad i sleepy bye byes.
Thursday, March 11, 2010
bonjour pain de ananas :)
tengo ke para de dejar todo para despues. osea tarde o temprano tengo ke terminarlo si o si... pa ke lo dejo pa mas tarde. y siendo haci.. nose como toi sobreviviendo en la uni. ta ke me pego un tiro.. no para decirte la verda... toi me mato todos los dias en la uni por lo cansada ke toi. me gustaria juntarme a un club de nose algo ke ver con los paises de latino america o algo.. pa ke no se me olvidara el castellano.. para ke pudiera convesar con otros para ke no se me olvidara. habra uno de esos aca ? hay ke averiguar.. si.. lo hare lo mas pronto posible..
en fin de acabo... me kedo en berkeley por el receso de una semaana ke tengo. no tengo muchas ganas de irme a la casa... y mas encima kero descansar sin ke nadie me diga ke hacer o a ke hora despertarme... tengo presentimiento de ke mi papa me va a regañar todos los dias por cosas diminutas. ay la vida señor. bue almenos no me kedo sola.. sara se va a kedar aca tb.. pero lo encuentro chistoso pk ella tb vive en la misma cuidad ke yo asike no se pk no se iria pero me alegro ke se kede. asi tamos las 2 solas.. en vez de yo tar sola no ma.
he decidido en ir a yosemite por 3 dias con mi iglesia durante las vacas de primavera.. al menos no ta estara tan aburrido. pero lo bueno de kedarme aca sola es poder dormir todo el dia libremente.. mentiras... pk enverda tengo ke escribir un ensayo cuyo lo tengo ke tener escrito para el 3 de abril y es muy importante pk es tengo ke preparar para el primer ensayo cuyo tengo ke redactar una y otra vez hasta el 17 de mayo. ;) asike tengo ke trabajar bien duro.
recien me he dado cuenta para destacarse en esta uni.. uno tiene ke ser verdadero genio. osea unico. te intimidan mucho. pero por una razon he otra... no me importa jaja. yo estoi satisfecha con como soy. :P muy cursi decirlo asi pero oh wells es la pura verdad. :P
estoy llena. ke glotona soy.. ahhhhh. pk . siempre como hasta explotar. tan malo eso :( y siempre digo lo mismo dia tras dia.. ke ya no me voy a sentir como cerda mañana. pero el siguente dia sigo haciendo lo mismo. pero ya nooo. estoi arta. ya. mas encima hice una apuesta con sara. voy a ir al rsf todos los dias por 31 dias seguidos.. sin perderme un dia. eccepto durante 3 dias cuando me vaya a yosemite. pero aparte de eso.. todos los dias sin falta. pero lo podre cumplir? ahh. dudas loco dudas. pero si pierdo.. osea si fayo ir un dia.. tengo ke comprarle cena de 20- 30 dolares a sara.. jaja y si gano yo ella me tiene ke comprar pantalones buso de mi gusto :P pero ke sea menos de 30 dolares supongo... pero me sentire re mal . no kero pensar sobre eso ahorita. kero mi mente desocupada de cualkier cosa ke tenga ke ver con darme estres. ahora me ire a dormir pk tengo clase mañana a las 8. ke lata. a ke se pudra esa clase. no enverda me gusta esa clase.. solo ke me gustaria ke fuera mas tarde durante el dia.. pk las 8 suena horrible. ke raro no.. durante la secundaria.. me despertaria todos los dias a las 7 de la mañana.. y ahora la clase a las 8 no es nada.. compardo con las clases ke empesaban en la secundaria.. chuta ke ondas. sabi ke ma toi mas ke chata ahora. se me cierran los ojos..
ya no aguanto mas. mas encima me duele la wata por haber comido tanto y despues sin dijestir haber jugado volleyball. pero lo admito. volley hoy tuvo bien choro con suzie, sara y una nuueva galla ke conoci.. ke juega bien al volley.. se llama hana y es roomate de annie. no kero estudiar me da dem lata y mas encima tengo otro ensayo para el viernes y otro para el lunes y una prueba grande la proxima semana jueves. ahh no hay niun momento para descansar.. ni un solo momento para parar y solo mirar el cielo o las yierbas.. ke pena. deberia dejar tiempo para poder hacer cosas simples como esas. YA ME DUERMO AHORA! NO MAS. !
au revoir fromage :) j'aime le fromage muito muito jaja 8)
en fin de acabo... me kedo en berkeley por el receso de una semaana ke tengo. no tengo muchas ganas de irme a la casa... y mas encima kero descansar sin ke nadie me diga ke hacer o a ke hora despertarme... tengo presentimiento de ke mi papa me va a regañar todos los dias por cosas diminutas. ay la vida señor. bue almenos no me kedo sola.. sara se va a kedar aca tb.. pero lo encuentro chistoso pk ella tb vive en la misma cuidad ke yo asike no se pk no se iria pero me alegro ke se kede. asi tamos las 2 solas.. en vez de yo tar sola no ma.
he decidido en ir a yosemite por 3 dias con mi iglesia durante las vacas de primavera.. al menos no ta estara tan aburrido. pero lo bueno de kedarme aca sola es poder dormir todo el dia libremente.. mentiras... pk enverda tengo ke escribir un ensayo cuyo lo tengo ke tener escrito para el 3 de abril y es muy importante pk es tengo ke preparar para el primer ensayo cuyo tengo ke redactar una y otra vez hasta el 17 de mayo. ;) asike tengo ke trabajar bien duro.
recien me he dado cuenta para destacarse en esta uni.. uno tiene ke ser verdadero genio. osea unico. te intimidan mucho. pero por una razon he otra... no me importa jaja. yo estoi satisfecha con como soy. :P muy cursi decirlo asi pero oh wells es la pura verdad. :P
estoy llena. ke glotona soy.. ahhhhh. pk . siempre como hasta explotar. tan malo eso :( y siempre digo lo mismo dia tras dia.. ke ya no me voy a sentir como cerda mañana. pero el siguente dia sigo haciendo lo mismo. pero ya nooo. estoi arta. ya. mas encima hice una apuesta con sara. voy a ir al rsf todos los dias por 31 dias seguidos.. sin perderme un dia. eccepto durante 3 dias cuando me vaya a yosemite. pero aparte de eso.. todos los dias sin falta. pero lo podre cumplir? ahh. dudas loco dudas. pero si pierdo.. osea si fayo ir un dia.. tengo ke comprarle cena de 20- 30 dolares a sara.. jaja y si gano yo ella me tiene ke comprar pantalones buso de mi gusto :P pero ke sea menos de 30 dolares supongo... pero me sentire re mal . no kero pensar sobre eso ahorita. kero mi mente desocupada de cualkier cosa ke tenga ke ver con darme estres. ahora me ire a dormir pk tengo clase mañana a las 8. ke lata. a ke se pudra esa clase. no enverda me gusta esa clase.. solo ke me gustaria ke fuera mas tarde durante el dia.. pk las 8 suena horrible. ke raro no.. durante la secundaria.. me despertaria todos los dias a las 7 de la mañana.. y ahora la clase a las 8 no es nada.. compardo con las clases ke empesaban en la secundaria.. chuta ke ondas. sabi ke ma toi mas ke chata ahora. se me cierran los ojos..
ya no aguanto mas. mas encima me duele la wata por haber comido tanto y despues sin dijestir haber jugado volleyball. pero lo admito. volley hoy tuvo bien choro con suzie, sara y una nuueva galla ke conoci.. ke juega bien al volley.. se llama hana y es roomate de annie. no kero estudiar me da dem lata y mas encima tengo otro ensayo para el viernes y otro para el lunes y una prueba grande la proxima semana jueves. ahh no hay niun momento para descansar.. ni un solo momento para parar y solo mirar el cielo o las yierbas.. ke pena. deberia dejar tiempo para poder hacer cosas simples como esas. YA ME DUERMO AHORA! NO MAS. !
au revoir fromage :) j'aime le fromage muito muito jaja 8)
Wednesday, March 10, 2010
wow. you re a wow.
hello world. yes hello. i am mellow. with a banana thats yellow / jiggles like jello ya hear me you fellow. let me play you the cello. and lets get some leggo my eggo!!!! YEABOIII. That was absolutely fantastic elastic fantastic fantastic ;)
so ive thought about it for some time and i came to the conclusion that i had never learned the dissing hand signs during my early years, so im trying it out right now. yeah.. reliving my childhood. feels good. im throwing them loser signs and whatevers and the cow signs too. pretty entertaining. i also noticed today, that i laugh way too much, but i mean .. its ok.. im not saying its bad or anything, but i literally laugh at almost everything and at everyone. but when i laugh at people.. im laughing with them, so you know... its cool.
today i had to go to work because i was covering for jackie, who has a midterm tomorrow, so yeah... it was ok. once again.. i got through it because of tips. i only got like $6 today.. but i guess its better than nothing.. and who the hek knows when im getting paid. seriously. its starting to annoy me. because they havent even said anything about it yet. i should tell my mommy about it... ah wait noo i cantts... she dont know... oh wells.
dude. i must have eaten something bad yesterday... i normally have pretty fair/good/smooth skin.. but yesterday night..i noticed i had red spots on my face and then suddenly it was itchy..... i disregraded the fact that little bumps were surfacing on my face thinking tomorrow they would be gone.. but wrong..i woke up this morning and they were still there. stupid bumps dude. i even put cream and stuff and it still itches.. right now.. it got somewhat better because its somewhat smoother than yesterday... but yes.. im not allergic to anything..i think..hope soo.
oh yeah. one other thing. im sleepy. JAJA. maybe instead of writing in this thing..i should be sleeping huh.. but i cant.. i need to finish my stupid essay. JJJEREEAZ DLFJAS;LDJFAJ AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. WHY IS THER SO MANY FREAKIN ESSAYS TO WRITE! WHYYYYYYYYYYY. man. i want to shoot myself right now and wake up in heaven, where you dont write no more esssays or take no more tests... just grow some wings and fly around. AHHHHHH . fancy.
i am currently at spens black lounge with sara and heidi. but heidi said "guys ill be back, im going to brush my teeth and take out my contacts" um that was... 1 hour ago? FUUNNNIES. well the only reasson i am awake is for me to keep sara accoutable. if i let her study by herself... she will ultimately fail to the max. 100% guarantee she will fall asleep. oh and i also have to finish my essay.
i must say.. sara is one of the funnniest people in this world. i find her amusing. i bet anyone would. you just got to find the pearl within her.
today i was suppose to eat lunch with emchoch. i fail. i didnt even go to my 2 lectures.. this morning. i was so lucky cuz in my soc class today, the professor didnt pass around the attendance to check. well anyways, i overslept and therefore missed my lunch appointment with emily. man but my phone... cell phone i mean ...is not a reliable alarm clock. i need to get a new phone.
im falling asleep right now... i can feel it.. i even closed my eyes for a couple of seconds right there. oh let us not die like this . im so cold... jeez. i want socks.. my fluffy socks, extra fluffiness. i want them :( ok i think ima take nap and then continue writing my essay. jaja. gg.
why do they call it brownie points.. it could be apple points.. red apple points...
so ive thought about it for some time and i came to the conclusion that i had never learned the dissing hand signs during my early years, so im trying it out right now. yeah.. reliving my childhood. feels good. im throwing them loser signs and whatevers and the cow signs too. pretty entertaining. i also noticed today, that i laugh way too much, but i mean .. its ok.. im not saying its bad or anything, but i literally laugh at almost everything and at everyone. but when i laugh at people.. im laughing with them, so you know... its cool.
today i had to go to work because i was covering for jackie, who has a midterm tomorrow, so yeah... it was ok. once again.. i got through it because of tips. i only got like $6 today.. but i guess its better than nothing.. and who the hek knows when im getting paid. seriously. its starting to annoy me. because they havent even said anything about it yet. i should tell my mommy about it... ah wait noo i cantts... she dont know... oh wells.
dude. i must have eaten something bad yesterday... i normally have pretty fair/good/smooth skin.. but yesterday night..i noticed i had red spots on my face and then suddenly it was itchy..... i disregraded the fact that little bumps were surfacing on my face thinking tomorrow they would be gone.. but wrong..i woke up this morning and they were still there. stupid bumps dude. i even put cream and stuff and it still itches.. right now.. it got somewhat better because its somewhat smoother than yesterday... but yes.. im not allergic to anything..i think..hope soo.
oh yeah. one other thing. im sleepy. JAJA. maybe instead of writing in this thing..i should be sleeping huh.. but i cant.. i need to finish my stupid essay. JJJEREEAZ DLFJAS;LDJFAJ AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. WHY IS THER SO MANY FREAKIN ESSAYS TO WRITE! WHYYYYYYYYYYY. man. i want to shoot myself right now and wake up in heaven, where you dont write no more esssays or take no more tests... just grow some wings and fly around. AHHHHHH . fancy.
i am currently at spens black lounge with sara and heidi. but heidi said "guys ill be back, im going to brush my teeth and take out my contacts" um that was... 1 hour ago? FUUNNNIES. well the only reasson i am awake is for me to keep sara accoutable. if i let her study by herself... she will ultimately fail to the max. 100% guarantee she will fall asleep. oh and i also have to finish my essay.
i must say.. sara is one of the funnniest people in this world. i find her amusing. i bet anyone would. you just got to find the pearl within her.
today i was suppose to eat lunch with emchoch. i fail. i didnt even go to my 2 lectures.. this morning. i was so lucky cuz in my soc class today, the professor didnt pass around the attendance to check. well anyways, i overslept and therefore missed my lunch appointment with emily. man but my phone... cell phone i mean ...is not a reliable alarm clock. i need to get a new phone.
im falling asleep right now... i can feel it.. i even closed my eyes for a couple of seconds right there. oh let us not die like this . im so cold... jeez. i want socks.. my fluffy socks, extra fluffiness. i want them :( ok i think ima take nap and then continue writing my essay. jaja. gg.
why do they call it brownie points.. it could be apple points.. red apple points...
Tuesday, March 9, 2010
poder tener alas para volar hacia el espacio.
como he esperado para escribir denuevo en castellano. pero ke bueno ke puedooo. agradable dia, aparte del sueño ke tuve durante clase de ingles... la ke dura 2 horas. urg... ke apestosa la clase ke no vale pa nada. recien me di cuenta ke tengo ke asistir a la primera clase en 6 horas... pero tb me he dado cuenta de ke tengo ke dormir en vez de estar escribiendo en este post ke no me sirve para nada. :p no mentira si vale. eske me da una lata recordarme de lo ke hice hoy. jaja. no pero enverda deberia de hacer el esfuerzo de recordar para el beneficio de la funcion de mi cerebro... pero se me cierran los ojos.
esta semana estoi super ocupada. mas ke cualkier otra semana. tengo ke juntarme con arta gente ademas de esudiar, trabajar en el restaurante, y comer con otra gente. hay ke agradecer por las libretas ke me tienen al toke de todo, a sino se me olvidarian todos los planes ya ke tengo tan mala memoria... de seguro lo ke escribo en castellano no lo lee nadie asike sueno super weca cuando escribo en castellano jaja.
pk se ponte gente makillaje... no lo entiendo... osea si se ve la gente mas bonita de lo normal.. pero igual. osea da una latera ponerse el makillaje y despues kitartelo.. .. de mi punto de vista... no lo comprendo, pero talvez para otra gente... sera diferente no...? jaja. si talvez sera... pero no le veo la gracia en ponertelo... mas encima... la piel se arruga mas no? y se daña. ke persona haria eso? .... ahh. si po. todas las gallas falites :P
hoydia tuve una conversacion con paige y sara sobre el mercado y los valores. me di cuenta ke se mucho mas de lo ke pense. pense ke se me habia olvidado casi todo pero supongo ke lo ke me enseñaron en la clase de economia me sirve para algo. ahora ke lo pienso creo ke no seria tan malo especializarme en esa carrera. pero todavia nose. pero creo ke la posibilada esta abierta para cualkier cosa. ja. mentira. pk hay muchas ke no kiero hacer.
ahora toi tratando de escribir mi ensayo para el miercoles.. lo toi escribiendo en avanzado pk mañana tengo ke trabajar... tengo ke trabajar en lugar de alguien pk una amiga ke conozco no puede trabajar mañana pk tiene ke estudiar para una prueba ke tiene el miercoles... ah pero ke buena persona soy.. jaja. broma :P pero se ke todo mundo sabe ke soy.
deberia ser mas humilde. JAJA. pk fallo. :P creo ke lo de este sabado se cancelo. kiero ir a san francisco a comparar algo. derrepente tengo ganas de salir a sanfran. kero tomar aire fresco y nose pasear por donde no sea berkely pk creo ke no he salido de la cuidad desde ke llegue de mi casa. si deberia de ir este sabado. seria pato bomba. no tendre comida para la semana de spring break... pk nada ta abierto... osea solo pa usar mis puntos. .. no me voy pa la casa pk no tengo ganas de gastar energia pa irme al sur en avion, al aeropuerto, casa, y denuevo volver por el mismo rumbo... solo me cansaria mas.. mas encima no voy a estar sola.. se kedan algunas personas... como sara y nose ken mas pero kedaran mas personas con ken jugar.. jaja. y mas encima podre dormir todo el dia sin preocuparme de nada en este mundo. .. ya lo tengo todo planeado.. el lunes voy a dormir todo el dia, el martes voy a despertarme y voy hacer mi tarea.. y miercoles duermo todo el dia y el jueves hago tarea.. nose salgo a pasear..y el viernes ... nose ke hago desde ese dia... sera todo espontaneo. me da paja pensar en mas asike creo ke voy a trabajar en mi ensayo y luegito irme a dormir pk me desespero para acostarme a la cama y dormirme. pero cuando sera eso.. nisikera toi en mi edificio... toi en el edificio de sara.. me tengo ke kedar despierta con ella hasta ke termine su tarea.. pk si la dejo sola,, se me va a kedar dormida y no va a poder entregar su tarea... o nosepo talvez no te preparada para lo ke tenga ke hacer mañana.. asike tengo ke animarla .. ahh ke sueño.
me gustaria vivir en un mundo con paz y amor... la gente amable...con gran corazon... sera eso solo en el cielo .. . me gustaria volar.. poder volar como un pajaro.. me gustaria ser tan rapida como una leopardo. me gustaria ser tan lijera como una hormiga. me gustria ser buena nadadora como un delfin. me gustaria ser tan feroz como un leon. me gustria ser blanca como un oso polar. me gustaria dormir como un oso. me gustria saltar tan alto como un sapo. me gustria ver el mundo desde el espacio.
ya no mas de mi locura... si se nota cuando toi haci no? es pk es muy tarde... por eso cuando escribo en mi blog.. parece ke me eestoi enlokesiendo no? jaja. ahora sabes pk ......! ya yo me largooo de aca. chouffle.
salmonili.
esta semana estoi super ocupada. mas ke cualkier otra semana. tengo ke juntarme con arta gente ademas de esudiar, trabajar en el restaurante, y comer con otra gente. hay ke agradecer por las libretas ke me tienen al toke de todo, a sino se me olvidarian todos los planes ya ke tengo tan mala memoria... de seguro lo ke escribo en castellano no lo lee nadie asike sueno super weca cuando escribo en castellano jaja.
pk se ponte gente makillaje... no lo entiendo... osea si se ve la gente mas bonita de lo normal.. pero igual. osea da una latera ponerse el makillaje y despues kitartelo.. .. de mi punto de vista... no lo comprendo, pero talvez para otra gente... sera diferente no...? jaja. si talvez sera... pero no le veo la gracia en ponertelo... mas encima... la piel se arruga mas no? y se daña. ke persona haria eso? .... ahh. si po. todas las gallas falites :P
hoydia tuve una conversacion con paige y sara sobre el mercado y los valores. me di cuenta ke se mucho mas de lo ke pense. pense ke se me habia olvidado casi todo pero supongo ke lo ke me enseñaron en la clase de economia me sirve para algo. ahora ke lo pienso creo ke no seria tan malo especializarme en esa carrera. pero todavia nose. pero creo ke la posibilada esta abierta para cualkier cosa. ja. mentira. pk hay muchas ke no kiero hacer.
ahora toi tratando de escribir mi ensayo para el miercoles.. lo toi escribiendo en avanzado pk mañana tengo ke trabajar... tengo ke trabajar en lugar de alguien pk una amiga ke conozco no puede trabajar mañana pk tiene ke estudiar para una prueba ke tiene el miercoles... ah pero ke buena persona soy.. jaja. broma :P pero se ke todo mundo sabe ke soy.
deberia ser mas humilde. JAJA. pk fallo. :P creo ke lo de este sabado se cancelo. kiero ir a san francisco a comparar algo. derrepente tengo ganas de salir a sanfran. kero tomar aire fresco y nose pasear por donde no sea berkely pk creo ke no he salido de la cuidad desde ke llegue de mi casa. si deberia de ir este sabado. seria pato bomba. no tendre comida para la semana de spring break... pk nada ta abierto... osea solo pa usar mis puntos. .. no me voy pa la casa pk no tengo ganas de gastar energia pa irme al sur en avion, al aeropuerto, casa, y denuevo volver por el mismo rumbo... solo me cansaria mas.. mas encima no voy a estar sola.. se kedan algunas personas... como sara y nose ken mas pero kedaran mas personas con ken jugar.. jaja. y mas encima podre dormir todo el dia sin preocuparme de nada en este mundo. .. ya lo tengo todo planeado.. el lunes voy a dormir todo el dia, el martes voy a despertarme y voy hacer mi tarea.. y miercoles duermo todo el dia y el jueves hago tarea.. nose salgo a pasear..y el viernes ... nose ke hago desde ese dia... sera todo espontaneo. me da paja pensar en mas asike creo ke voy a trabajar en mi ensayo y luegito irme a dormir pk me desespero para acostarme a la cama y dormirme. pero cuando sera eso.. nisikera toi en mi edificio... toi en el edificio de sara.. me tengo ke kedar despierta con ella hasta ke termine su tarea.. pk si la dejo sola,, se me va a kedar dormida y no va a poder entregar su tarea... o nosepo talvez no te preparada para lo ke tenga ke hacer mañana.. asike tengo ke animarla .. ahh ke sueño.
me gustaria vivir en un mundo con paz y amor... la gente amable...con gran corazon... sera eso solo en el cielo .. . me gustaria volar.. poder volar como un pajaro.. me gustaria ser tan rapida como una leopardo. me gustaria ser tan lijera como una hormiga. me gustria ser buena nadadora como un delfin. me gustaria ser tan feroz como un leon. me gustria ser blanca como un oso polar. me gustaria dormir como un oso. me gustria saltar tan alto como un sapo. me gustria ver el mundo desde el espacio.
ya no mas de mi locura... si se nota cuando toi haci no? es pk es muy tarde... por eso cuando escribo en mi blog.. parece ke me eestoi enlokesiendo no? jaja. ahora sabes pk ......! ya yo me largooo de aca. chouffle.
salmonili.
Sunday, March 7, 2010
randomness
JAJAJAAA. ok the reason i havent been writing on my blog is because i had a virus on my laptop. the one i keep on my desk. normally i write my blogs at night, but the internet on my netbook doesnt work when i try to connect the cable to my netbook, but all good now, i got it fixed today, finally. i kept on telling my self i would go down to rescomp to fix it, but i either didnt have time or missed their hours. this week was the craziest week ever. for me. ive never been so tired. like the whole week. every single day. i had an essay due on monday and tuesday and wednesday and a essay proposal on friday. i had work on thursday and saturday. like everything was nonstop busyness for me. lack of sleep to the max. tired, droopy eyes. :( nonstop craziness.
to sum up my week:
monday i dont remember.
tuesday ...i dont rememeber.. ok whatever.. what i remember:
work on thursday. long day. but highlight is seriously lame. tip. that keeps me working because i havent gotten paid yet. this is my fourth week working. i havent discussed my pay yet with the sajangnims. shady . oh well . oh well. seriously.
ohhh thursday i had no lecturess. yes. both my soc and music professors are very much activists? and in favor of these protests. so therefore, i slept over at fulton house on wednesday. i had a really great time. <--sounds so corny. whaatever. i slept 11 hours that day. i was very much exhausted until my brained was pooped. friday... was class and then bible study at the y. it was nice having an all-freshmen gathering. its reFRESHing. cant wait for the ropes course this saturday. :) .... ok so on.. i dont know anymore..... the only thing i remember about yesterday is doing course 101 with easter. ok thats it.
oh ok today baptism was good. i always wonder... when that day will come.... for becky. afterwards buffet town was crazy mad. never seen so many people in a restaurant. i ended up helping because they didnt have enough people to help.. -__- so basically i went to help, but its all good, cuz i didnt want to eat anyways. but i slipped twice on the kitchen floor. spectacular. sure thing. i feel like part of the restaurant family. JAJAJA. i dunno what that really means but yeah. i feel like its going to be really hard to quit because its like family. well not quite yet. i have befriended the mexican workers in result of my spanish-speaking skills. and also befriended a mongolian guy who can barely speak english but its ok. we communicate. hand langauge. we throw them hand signs. all good. so buffet town is kinda shady. no actually. SHADY. shadowy. i mean they have waiters/waitresses constantly missing work, so every week they call me to see if i can come in. indeed annoying. i have a life too you know? .... ah. but i feel bad, so if i dont have anything too urgent..i say yes. why. why. i dont now. my heart is too kind :P JAJA. jk. seriously. but yeah i do feel bad for many reasons.
i took a nap at like 5 or something cuz i was super tired and sleepy after having my computer fixed... and i forgot i had a volleyball game at 8 15....i think i arrived at the rsf at like 8 30 .. but by then the first game was over. i didnt get to play much but that was my fault i guess. i wanted to play more......sighhhhhhhhh.
i have a thesis/outline due tomorrow. i havent started. its i think almost 12 ........this sucks.
okkkkkkkkkk.. um rsf...um... everyday... um yeah. seriously....
im not going home for spring break. O.O i know. as a freshmen you would think i would... but wrong. i will not. oh and hopefully we can go snowboarding on the 27thhhh. oh that would be totally cowabungas to the max. pure awesomeness. JAJAJJA. i wrote awsome again :P
oh and to dye or not to dye. that is the question. my hair that is. growing out.. kinda looks nasty.
why must people be so cold... i wish i could melt hearts. um not in that like that lovey dovey way. thats gross. i really wish i did have that power though. um but actually i guess only GOD has that power.
AHHHHHHHHHH. um. i had CHIPToTEL at like 9 30 pm today . um . not good for me. um for anyone fsho dude. um... but whatever. whatever happens happens. NOT. i must restrain myself. stop this urge! ... um... actually not really. this is the first time i had CHIPOTEL this year. YEAH. ya heard. this YEAR. which is surprising. coming from me. actually not really, what is even more surprising is the fact that today was the first time i used cash/credit card to buy anything in 2 weeks. never IN MY LIFE HAVE I DONE THAT. dang in these 2 weeks i had many firsts :) :P
not being able to access my laptop resulted in sleeping early after reading a book. that happened 3 times. how good, but dude no way thats happening again.. i got my laptop back, which is in turn sad. no but i must withstand. ok i think right now once i again i am goING psychos.
beep beep beep beep. thats what i hear outside of my window right now. it sounds like one of those toy cars and the honking ya know.
1 black. 9 white sparkly ones. you would never guess.
to sum up my week:
monday i dont remember.
tuesday ...i dont rememeber.. ok whatever.. what i remember:
work on thursday. long day. but highlight is seriously lame. tip. that keeps me working because i havent gotten paid yet. this is my fourth week working. i havent discussed my pay yet with the sajangnims. shady . oh well . oh well. seriously.
ohhh thursday i had no lecturess. yes. both my soc and music professors are very much activists? and in favor of these protests. so therefore, i slept over at fulton house on wednesday. i had a really great time. <--sounds so corny. whaatever. i slept 11 hours that day. i was very much exhausted until my brained was pooped. friday... was class and then bible study at the y. it was nice having an all-freshmen gathering. its reFRESHing. cant wait for the ropes course this saturday. :) .... ok so on.. i dont know anymore..... the only thing i remember about yesterday is doing course 101 with easter. ok thats it.
oh ok today baptism was good. i always wonder... when that day will come.... for becky. afterwards buffet town was crazy mad. never seen so many people in a restaurant. i ended up helping because they didnt have enough people to help.. -__- so basically i went to help, but its all good, cuz i didnt want to eat anyways. but i slipped twice on the kitchen floor. spectacular. sure thing. i feel like part of the restaurant family. JAJAJA. i dunno what that really means but yeah. i feel like its going to be really hard to quit because its like family. well not quite yet. i have befriended the mexican workers in result of my spanish-speaking skills. and also befriended a mongolian guy who can barely speak english but its ok. we communicate. hand langauge. we throw them hand signs. all good. so buffet town is kinda shady. no actually. SHADY. shadowy. i mean they have waiters/waitresses constantly missing work, so every week they call me to see if i can come in. indeed annoying. i have a life too you know? .... ah. but i feel bad, so if i dont have anything too urgent..i say yes. why. why. i dont now. my heart is too kind :P JAJA. jk. seriously. but yeah i do feel bad for many reasons.
i took a nap at like 5 or something cuz i was super tired and sleepy after having my computer fixed... and i forgot i had a volleyball game at 8 15....i think i arrived at the rsf at like 8 30 .. but by then the first game was over. i didnt get to play much but that was my fault i guess. i wanted to play more......sighhhhhhhhh.
i have a thesis/outline due tomorrow. i havent started. its i think almost 12 ........this sucks.
okkkkkkkkkk.. um rsf...um... everyday... um yeah. seriously....
im not going home for spring break. O.O i know. as a freshmen you would think i would... but wrong. i will not. oh and hopefully we can go snowboarding on the 27thhhh. oh that would be totally cowabungas to the max. pure awesomeness. JAJAJJA. i wrote awsome again :P
oh and to dye or not to dye. that is the question. my hair that is. growing out.. kinda looks nasty.
why must people be so cold... i wish i could melt hearts. um not in that like that lovey dovey way. thats gross. i really wish i did have that power though. um but actually i guess only GOD has that power.
AHHHHHHHHHH. um. i had CHIPToTEL at like 9 30 pm today . um . not good for me. um for anyone fsho dude. um... but whatever. whatever happens happens. NOT. i must restrain myself. stop this urge! ... um... actually not really. this is the first time i had CHIPOTEL this year. YEAH. ya heard. this YEAR. which is surprising. coming from me. actually not really, what is even more surprising is the fact that today was the first time i used cash/credit card to buy anything in 2 weeks. never IN MY LIFE HAVE I DONE THAT. dang in these 2 weeks i had many firsts :) :P
not being able to access my laptop resulted in sleeping early after reading a book. that happened 3 times. how good, but dude no way thats happening again.. i got my laptop back, which is in turn sad. no but i must withstand. ok i think right now once i again i am goING psychos.
beep beep beep beep. thats what i hear outside of my window right now. it sounds like one of those toy cars and the honking ya know.
1 black. 9 white sparkly ones. you would never guess.
Thursday, March 4, 2010
CONNAYYYYYYYYYYYY.
ohh i havent written here for a while, actually this is the most i havent written since i started my blog. i think a lot of stuff happened this week, including last weekend. too much to think about.
had lots of essays due this week, the most ever, but im getting through it. the earthquake was a pretty big impact on me too, but im getting through it too.
so tired. i cant even express my tiredness.
im at fulton house. it feels good. laughed lots today :)
so happy. no lecture tomorrow for my 2 lectures. :) sleeping in, but i have work tomorrow at 5 and have another essay due on friday. i think im going to collapse soon. but i wouldnt mind because ive never fainted, so the thought of it is thrilling.
i lava music. ahh if it werent for music i would be deadish.... ahh hurray for new music.
ok goodnight
had lots of essays due this week, the most ever, but im getting through it. the earthquake was a pretty big impact on me too, but im getting through it too.
so tired. i cant even express my tiredness.
im at fulton house. it feels good. laughed lots today :)
so happy. no lecture tomorrow for my 2 lectures. :) sleeping in, but i have work tomorrow at 5 and have another essay due on friday. i think im going to collapse soon. but i wouldnt mind because ive never fainted, so the thought of it is thrilling.
i lava music. ahh if it werent for music i would be deadish.... ahh hurray for new music.
ok goodnight
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