randomness

JAJAJAAA. ok the reason i havent been writing on my blog is because i had a virus on my laptop. the one i keep on my desk. normally i write my blogs at night, but the internet on my netbook doesnt work when i try to connect the cable to my netbook, but all good now, i got it fixed today, finally. i kept on telling my self i would go down to rescomp to fix it, but i either didnt have time or missed their hours. this week was the craziest week ever. for me. ive never been so tired. like the whole week. every single day. i had an essay due on monday and tuesday and wednesday and a essay proposal on friday. i had work on thursday and saturday. like everything was nonstop busyness for me. lack of sleep to the max. tired, droopy eyes. :( nonstop craziness.

to sum up my week:
monday i dont remember.
tuesday ...i dont rememeber.. ok whatever.. what i remember:
work on thursday. long day. but highlight is seriously lame. tip. that keeps me working because i havent gotten paid yet. this is my fourth week working. i havent discussed my pay yet with the sajangnims. shady . oh well . oh well. seriously.
ohhh thursday i had no lecturess. yes. both my soc and music professors are very much activists? and in favor of these protests. so therefore, i slept over at fulton house on wednesday. i had a really great time. <--sounds so corny. whaatever. i slept 11 hours that day. i was very much exhausted until my brained was pooped. friday... was class and then bible study at the y. it was nice having an all-freshmen gathering. its reFRESHing. cant wait for the ropes course this saturday. :) .... ok so on.. i dont know anymore..... the only thing i remember about yesterday is doing course 101 with easter. ok thats it.

oh ok today baptism was good. i always wonder... when that day will come.... for becky. afterwards buffet town was crazy mad. never seen so many people in a restaurant. i ended up helping because they didnt have enough people to help.. -__- so basically i went to help, but its all good, cuz i didnt want to eat anyways. but i slipped twice on the kitchen floor. spectacular. sure thing. i feel like part of the restaurant family. JAJAJA. i dunno what that really means but yeah. i feel like its going to be really hard to quit because its like family. well not quite yet. i have befriended the mexican workers in result of my spanish-speaking skills. and also befriended a mongolian guy who can barely speak english but its ok. we communicate. hand langauge. we throw them hand signs. all good. so buffet town is kinda shady. no actually. SHADY. shadowy. i mean they have waiters/waitresses constantly missing work, so every week they call me to see if i can come in. indeed annoying. i have a life too you know? .... ah. but i feel bad, so if i dont have anything too urgent..i say yes. why. why. i dont now. my heart is too kind :P JAJA. jk. seriously. but yeah i do feel bad for many reasons.

i took a nap at like 5 or something cuz i was super tired and sleepy after having my computer fixed... and i forgot i had a volleyball game at 8 15....i think i arrived at the rsf at like 8 30 .. but by then the first game was over. i didnt get to play much but that was my fault i guess. i wanted to play more......sighhhhhhhhh.

i have a thesis/outline due tomorrow. i havent started. its i think almost 12 ........this sucks.

okkkkkkkkkk.. um rsf...um... everyday... um yeah. seriously....

im not going home for spring break. O.O i know. as a freshmen you would think i would... but wrong. i will not. oh and hopefully we can go snowboarding on the 27thhhh. oh that would be totally cowabungas to the max. pure awesomeness. JAJAJJA. i wrote awsome again :P

oh and to dye or not to dye. that is the question. my hair that is. growing out.. kinda looks nasty.

why must people be so cold... i wish i could melt hearts. um not in that like that lovey dovey way. thats gross. i really wish i did have that power though. um but actually i guess only GOD has that power.

AHHHHHHHHHH. um. i had CHIPToTEL at like 9 30 pm today . um . not good for me. um for anyone fsho dude. um... but whatever. whatever happens happens. NOT. i must restrain myself. stop this urge! ... um... actually not really. this is the first time i had CHIPOTEL this year. YEAH. ya heard. this YEAR. which is surprising. coming from me. actually not really, what is even more surprising is the fact that today was the first time i used cash/credit card to buy anything in 2 weeks. never IN MY LIFE HAVE I DONE THAT. dang in these 2 weeks i had many firsts :) :P

not being able to access my laptop resulted in sleeping early after reading a book. that happened 3 times. how good, but dude no way thats happening again.. i got my laptop back, which is in turn sad. no but i must withstand. ok i think right now once i again i am goING psychos.

beep beep beep beep. thats what i hear outside of my window right now. it sounds like one of those toy cars and the honking ya know.

1 black. 9 white sparkly ones. you would never guess.