hello. long time no see.

yes. indeed. long time no see. sorry . ive left you for so long. you must have felt neglected to the max. i didnt mean to do this, but i had to do what i had to do. :P but yeah so today i felt like updating, or maybe i was feeling like in the writer's mood. hmmm. jk i dont really knows.

many things have been going on, but as always, most of the things i write about are negative. because i just like complaining here, mostly ranting, maybe thats the same. whatevvsss.

last week i slept in my room once. went from fruity carol's house to fulton, then mulan's then my room and then at mulan's again and then sierra lodge, and then my room and then mulan's and today is back to fruity carol's place. ok something like that. i feel i am neglecting not only my blog, but also my roomate. which is sad because i will not be living with her next year, so i should be spending as much time as i can. she will be officially leaving the room next saturday. OH DANG. next saturday. shoot. so soon. no more dorm, no more living in comfort, no more freely socializing. no more lots of things. but this is growing up right? dang i have to learn how to do lots of things.

i was dreading this week, because of many things even though its dead week. .. well actually its dead week for a reason no? .. because we die. but anyways. ive been hella stressed this week. i just have so much to do and think about. and just everything is just a mess, so i have to hmmm organize and think and you know all that junks, but at least one of my problems has been solved.. i got a place. i think. a place i can call my own. JAJAA. how corny. i feel like lilo and stitch. yes. i think i will be officially living in AMERicana. single. but i was pretty darn lucky to even get that place, so praise the Lord. explaination: we were suppose to see if they had any vacant apartments yesterday. i think we had a set appointment at 12 but we ended up going at like 12 40. it was too late. he had rented out all the single apartments. but then one of the girls i know from east bay told me kathy was actually planning to hand down her apartment, so i was like woahh awesomeness, but then i asked the manager and he said she was planning to pass on to some other ppl and then i was sad, but the manager asked me and heidi if we wanted to see her apartment; well with all my hopes down the drain, i just wanted to go home, but heidi wanted to see the place, so we went. kathy opens the door for us and we greet each other. then i ask her if she is giving away her place,,, but then she says she does have some people interested in her place, but then as soon as saw me she changed her mind and decided to give it to us :) so i guess it worked out. somehow. i thought i was gona be left homeless, which i wouldn't really mind, but i think heidi would. yeah that was some lots of blabbberings.

i have only 1 final to take. the rest are papers. i am basically done with college writing class. i just have to put together the portfolio and tadaaas. and then the soc paper i have to revise and tadaa. donezzo. i still have to do some extra credit for soc class though. man i dont even know when ima starts studying for music. whatevers. im so tired. i ate too much . oh man . sometimes i wish i had more insightful things to write about. JAJA. ohh man hmmm i think i have taken a load off my shoulders after signing up for my telebears, which i missed on may 3rd thinking it was on may 5th. i am currently signed up for only 8 units. dont really care. fruity carols was more stressed than i was during my telebears sign up. i signed up for spanish 2 and psych 2, which are ok classes i guess you could say. so i dont know if i mentioned it before, but im not going to korea this summer. so im staying here at berk i guess. ima take sumah school. boring.. never done that in my life. we'll see how it goes. it should be pretty chill since ima take them classes at bcc. i am planning to take the r1b and maybe korean at ucberkeley. so who knows. i need a gpa booster noww.

mann i still have 600 meal points left. its not like it matters if i write it on here or not, but yeah. whatever shall i do with all these points. well i was thinking of leaving 150 to buy food to take back home. save another 200 to buy stuff for my new apartment. and then 250. ... i dont know... ahh i guess ill just swipe people since im so generous. :P jks. somehow i need to get read of these. oh i think ill buy stuff at peets .. like them pots and tea bags and fancy shmancy stuff like that. i already bought 2 mugs though. so hella expensive. omgee. if i were a normal person in my right mind, i would never in my life buy a mug from peets except- if i had meal points.

ok long days to come. man. OK. BRING IT ON... CCHEYA BOI.