pit hole

so the stomach aches ive had for the last couple of days culminated to worst one yet. i woke up at 7 in the morning today to feel excruciating pain in my abdomen/stomach area. i felt like crap. i was in the same hurting pain for 20 min. so i decided to call someone. or i thought i was gona die. i called annie. no pickup. sieun. nopick. vivian finally answered. hooray. she called jiyoung or lindsey or something. linds and ellen came to pick me up. man i couldnt even walk. they took me to tang center. checkup.
man i think the doctor thought i was depressed/mad stressed/eating disorder/family problems. what the. just because ima college student... she thinks ... whatever. but she gave me pills and it was cool. level of pain went from 10 to a 2 in minutes.
really thankful for vivian, linds, ellen, and heidi though. i woulda died without their help.
came home. slept extra 2 hours before class.
heidi made me jjukk :) aww how sweet. my throat also hurtss. :(

spanish class sucks. so boring.
after class i went to pay for summer fees.
met up with steph and we goes grocery shoppings at safeway.
today i had lots of firsts.
1. safeway.
2. cutting onions, red bell peppers, garlic. yuk my hands still reek of the smell.

i got another pimple on right under my nose. i guess i attract them pimples on my face.

went back to steph's place. cut stuff. fran came over to help cook. i realized. i dont want to cook. i guess suffermore year will consist of cereal and milk and then i will die of stomach pains and my dad will yell at me and so will everyone else.

dinners was FIOONE. chris, alex, summer and 2 other ppl's names i forget also came over to eat. ohh and fran, and annika and steph i guess cuz its her house...steak salad, corn, spaghetti was bomb. but i had to be careful not to overeat cuz then i would have to go to the tang again. and i hella dont want that again. so i missed out on ice cream and cookies :( thankyou steph. :) beautiful dinner.

prayer meeting/bible study.

i am a sinner. i need someone to separate me and sin apart.

tracy's bday. annie kim is the dannkiiess :) man. she is cool. and awesome. she bought me jjukk too :) man i am undeserving of this kindness.
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

ok im kinda sleepy. so bye bye.