sigh

3 words to describe this day: TIRED, STUPID, LOCKED OUT. (except for about 3 hours)

so sadness upon today.
class. ohmy. class is boring. whatever
after class my group resumed filming. i mean i dont get it. the guy is not even like a professional director, but thought he was. he took forever in deciding how the angle of the camera would be staged. sighs sighs sighs. 3 freakin hours. it took us to film only 5 minutes of a clip! i would express more annoyance, but will leave as it is because then ill feel bad.
im glad its done. DONE. done done.
after that i dont remember what i did. by the time i came home it was already 5 20 or something. then at 6 i went to su's for a potluck celebrating july bdays. so about 13 of us gathered to celebrate marissa, chinpo, and anne's birthday. everyone brought chicken except for pizza, 2 batches of spaghetti and my house's kimchi bokum. it was delish! and for dessert we had 4 diff flavored cheesecakes and brownies rosie made for us :)
i was supposed to go film some commercials but i bailed. :P whatever.
i stayed after the dinner and dessert. so the few ppl that stayed played taboo. which was hella fun. played until 10. then me, heidi, and jenny walked anne back to her place and then me and heidi walked jenny to her place. met her roomies. pretty cozy place. then me and heidi went to the rsf and exercised until 12 30. then we came back and stopped infront of our apt to open the front door. then we realized that we both had failed to bring our keys. yeah we epic FAIL. then heidi freaks out. and im happy. because tthere is no such thing as doom. then we went in the pool area place and sat down and pondered about our current miserable lives. yay. we tried calling manager, fail. called other friends that live in the apt. fail. sigh. called jiyoung. she pick us up. and here i am. with heidi.
i cannot believe how kind these ppl are.
i just dont know.
i feel
so utterly helpless and at the same time so broken seeing how these ppl are so open and kind to me and heidi. i dont have the exacts words to express my gratitude and the joy i feel as i have ppl like this in my life. i love you mr fuity carols cleopatra, jinji jojong, mongolian beef and mr. raccoon!

oh shnap i forgot to call my mom today.
she got in trouble from dad today :( poor omma.
ok no more.
im tired and i should sleep.
i have another stomach ache.
ohman. what joys will this bring me tomorrow.
PEASH oush.