soph dis retreat

one word: defeated.
tired.
sleepy.
that actually be 3 words. whatever.

im so tired. but i guess i have to say retreat was pretty enlightening. more than any other time.
friday. arrived at sierralodge at about 9 30. bonfire. banana boat. it was ok. sing hymns. sleep.

saturday. wake up at like 8. shower. breakfast. dt. bible reading. session A w pastor tony (forget last name) then pastor Ed gave like a small summary. lunch. i forget what we eat for lunch. KAYAKING. :D fun stuff duddeee. rad. got flipped over about 3 times. flipping over with michelle 6 times. because we dont have no balance. the freakin lake is nice. weather was hot. perfect weather for kayaking. :) go back home. silent reading time. i felt like i was reading from a reader. no joke. staying awake was hard, but just glad that everyone else was going through the same thing. skim was sleeping and su was falling asleeep, so i actually didnt feel alone i guess. dinner. session B. bonfire. headache. sleep.









sunday. wake up super early. my small group be the breakfast crew. ahhh. i was soo freakin sleeepy. got over it. shower. safeway yogurt is so hella delish. then dt reading or something. sunday service. twas good. but sadly i forget the message. short term memory. small group time. good time to talk about our frustrations. lunch. fresno is not cool and it does not have a "hood". hence the fresNO. hiking. the shortest hike of my life. it was actually just a 3 min walk. but the lake we came about was pretty. i wanted to swim. but blehh. i guess we couldnt. we go back. session C start. actually it was just a Q and A session with pastor ed and kelly. the best part of retreat.i think. jaja. lots of questions. i asked like 2.. and 3 on behalf of paige. :P dinner time. save best for last.
reflection time. clean. go home.
car ride back was so fun. going up was actually the longest ride ever.
coming back down, we played contact. SO FUn. :P






i would elaborate on what i learned ... but im too tired right now.
i was the only one with a camera on this trip besides cynthia, who had a digital camera. but too bad i dont know how to take pictures. JAJA.

tooooooooooooooooooooooo tiiiiiiiiiiireddddddddddddddddd.
:( ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh. schoooooool toomorrow. im going to die. :( ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh weekend is so short. :((

LOrd help me. calm my heart. give me patience. tame me.