BYE BYE CAMERA :(

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH . IMA CRY.
IM SAD, DEVASTED, IM HURT, AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. MORE SCREAMS AND TEARS AND SCREAMS AND TEARS. im really really sad though. super super sad. i am. i am broken, just like my camera.:(
yes. my camera. is dead.
no not alive, but dead. wahhhhhhhh!
im so freakin sad. jaja. i just got it like 7 months ago. and its goneers. bye bye. i went to the camera repair place, well on the way, i got lost and went to the wrong place.JAJAJA. yeah im a loser. but the guy told me that there was no way of repairing that. i would have to send it in to canon and that would cost me $220. :( ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. im soooooo saaaaaaaaaaaad. so i was thinking if it would be worth sendiing it for a fix! a;lsdjfalsdjfas;dljfa. asked dad and replied with a "are you crazy face" and said are you crazy. and then he laughed at me. he thought i was stupid or something. its ok i guess. i can get on with my life.
i might as well buy a new one. but i guess this time i have to get it myself. which is fine actually. yeah. im cool.
composed k?
gahhhhhhhh. im sad.
AHHHHHHH :(
sanapaegi il. september 19th. melona a pelona a melona.
a;dlfjkasdl;fjasd;lfaj.

my camera is dead. lets cry some more.
ok im done.

so today. woke up. hung out at home. i dont remember what else.
then went to pick up skim at home. watched her dog be funny. with her leg like wierd and all and her wrinkles and her old fur. aite. she be cute old doggy. and little. then skim came out. we went to the camera repair shop. fail. but itsok. then we goes to hanamchain. I ATE ME SOME DELISH mulnaengmyun to compensenate for my sadnesss.
then we went in the cute store and saw some cute things.

did i mention its like 100 degrees. im so sad. the weather is killin me. im so ying yeah yeaaaaaaaaa. dying i say. so hot.
but Thank God For AIRCONDITIONING! LIKE RIGHT NOW! YEYUHHH.
well me skim went to mochilato to do dt.
dt was good. good stuph.
i will be better! hwaiting!
talked some. skim's mommy came to pick her up.
then me bye bye. her bye bye. ok. then bye bye. togethus.
went home. chillaxed for 1 hour and then went golfing. -__-
it was ok i guess. but sonner or later gota tell man, gota tell.

i finally cut my nails.
ahhh so fresh and clean now.
you dont even know how nice it is to have short nails. i can finally type. oh and i have to cut my nails because i have a tendency to put my pinky finger in my ear and then i usually pick at it too many times and then soon enough it starts bleeding. JAJA! it always ends up bleeding. gahh. its not that gross really. but if i cut my nails, it cant reachh. ;) so its good. there is a disadvantage to short nails. i cant pop my white heads on my nose. but i mean i guess its a good thing, but i dont know.

I HATE LITTLE TIME I GOT.
i have to meet with too many people and im stressing out over this.
tomorrow i is going to LA with mommy and brah, he wants to get this presidents award for pava and needs to gets an interview. strange yeah. then eat lunch in LA. dang again. then meeting with chunks and ron and dunno with who else. friday. i double scheduled! AHHHHHH JAJAJA. i feel bad and i have no idea what the hek ima do. i hate myself. kp and hana or juliette and vjj. :( gahhhhhhhh. man i aalso gots to meet more ppl. and need to spend time with family.
also need to see kevin. GAAAAAAAHHH. jeez. so many ppl, so little time.

law and order svu! yeyuuuuh. serious good stuph. super awesome pawesome.
i gained weight -_- so much feeding.
man im eating good food.
back to starving mode next week. gah. its fine with me i guess.
ah maybe i should leave on sunday with fei. gahhh. hmmm. sunday? sunday... ahhhhhhhh sunday?

man haircut tomorrow? yes? A;DLFJASD;LFJASDLFJASD;FLAJSFA. i need to cut my hair! but i dont want to. im scared they will ruin it. and im hella monk about my hair. so if they ruin my hair, im going to cry like a little baby. because that is what i did sophmore year of hs. i know i know i have to cut my hair, but i cant go on with this. if i dont cut it, it going to bother me, if i cut it ima cry. i mean both are gona give me anxiety attack. to dye or not to dye? ahhhhhhhhhhh. conflict. yeah i admit i have the stupdiest kinds of conflicts, but whatevers. :)
and then there is also the - should i cut it in LA or the new ajumah my fam goes to or to my old hairstylist. DFL;ASJDF;LASJFL;ASDJFLA;SDJFAS.. DJFLDSJF;ALDSJFALJFL;ASJFLSDJFLSDAJFA.

bears like to eat meat. no. they like to eat veggies.
no they like meat. because i like meat too.
i need a job.

blisters. i got 2 again. hmm it hurts.but i like pickin at my skin. but it still hurts. i should pretend im dead for a couple of days. thats what ive been thinking of doing. like coyotes carrying their birds and letting them go in the light blue skies and the clouds. like cotton candy.
school is starting in a week.
im not excited.

yes. dad got gas in my car. yes. i dont have to worry about randomly stoping in the middle of the freeway or in the middle of the street. thats good.
man ronny moved :( she dont live next to me anymore. im so sad. no one lives close anymore. everyone is going away. oh well. im not moving. i love my house. i really do. one time i dreamt something really horrible. really. i consider it a nightmare, because my dreams dont get sadder, more horrible than this. so i came home and then my dad was selling the house. and then i started crying. BAJAJAJA. and then i woke up and i thought for a couple of sends and then looked around and realized i was still at home. very nice. click.

WE RUUUUUN LAAAAAAAAAAAAAA. sooooooooon.