haircut

im hungry jaaaaaaa. im hungry. jaaaaa. but i think its a different kind of hungry. its like im full but still hungry. no scratch that. its like a hungry . but its like not that hungry, but man its a hard type of hungry to explain. so hard. but maybe im like delusional hungry i think.

today. i was supposed to do things. but hmm i guess i decided to do none of the things. kinda wasted the day, but same time kinda glad.
i jajajajja dont remember what i did today.
except for one thing.
cut maah hair. jajaja. i dont think it was worth the 25 bux i pays. -___- gaaaah.
the length is the same, i just got it thinned any layered a little.
normally i whine about how horrible my haircut goes, but this is the first time complaining about not enough.
this got me thinking. i willl never be satisfied. which is how everyone is. i thought nahh not me man, but i realized that i am like everyone else. and that im not satisfied even after getting what i want. i shouldnt be that way. gota work on that man.

practice golf with dad again. i mean i lost the purpose of playing golf, so i feel no point in playing it anymore. i just feel very free. except when i come home and my dad makes me practice. only if he knew.
little jennifer is back again. shes annoyings as evers. she was crying on the way back cuz mom made her leave in the middle of her play time with her friends.
you know whats ridonk, 10 year olds on facebook. thats sad man. super sad. well not really, but actually yeah its sad. i mean im not sayin im not, but i mean 10 year olds is pretty sad.

come home. eat last dinner at home until november maybe.
home has treated me well this week.
chill in cerritos with jiyun. :)

i think i will just go home tomorrow.
i was gona stay a day longer and leave on sunday with fei, but whatever ill jus leave tomorrow.
but man i could do so many things tomorrow. gaaaaaaaahhhhhhhh
1. dye my hair. maybe cut it alittle more
2. beach with joyce and vjj and julia and jihae maybe
3. grocery shopping with daddddddd
4. hang out at jiyun's store.
GAAAAAAAAAH. i should just stay dude.
but i cant.
no i could.
no.

:( waaaaa.

i hate my undecisiveness.
yes i do. a lot. man.
MAAAAAAAAAN. ok ima just leave tomorrow. whatever.
WHATEVER! AL;DSJFLASJFD;LAJFD;L ALDJF;LASDJFDALFJADSAFLDJA;SDLFJ. ok bye bye freakin socal. jk. i love you socal. ok not that much. but its ok.
but gahhhhhhh. ok im set. im jus leaving tomorrow. no biggie. ok.

i needs to cute my hair some more.
i think im balding.
my hair is naturally thinner now and less hair is coming out of my head.
im pretty sad man. but i do have alot of hairy eyebrows i think. and hairy arms. so i dont really get it, why no on my head. !!!!! rrr.

hair feels really thin though thinn. i feel like old woman with no hair. whatever. if age wants to eat me right now, i guess i cant stop the clock ticking tock tick tock. i miss my high school day hairs except for first 4 months of 2007.

i dont like white heads on my nose. i should sleep early. them stupid guys want to leave at 9 in the morning :( gaah.
and now i find out i have to drive the first half of the trip! yay me!
GAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH. i was gona sleep those first 3 hours. ;aldjfasdljfa;sldjfads. ok its cool its cool. at 9. there should be lotsa and lotsa traffics in LA area. actually just losta and lotsa traffic in general cuz tomorrow is dorm move in day so everyone is going bezerkeleys.

my name is goku and this is my home. thats what he said.
yay got 13 new songs for ipod. i is so excited.
kpop time in matt's car tomorrrow. JAAAJAJAJJA!
they all gona be sleepin anywaysds;lfjas;ldjfasdf. JAJAJAJA.
kk man i gota wake up at like 7 in the morn so i should go to sleep but i still havent packed yet which is genius! oh man it is.
ok goodmorning.