LIFE IS A MYSTERY

indeed. lets sit. and relax and think about life. NAT. man no. life and chillax. dont go together when thinking about it. actually i may be really delusional right now. because i think i am. ohmy.

all of a sudden i just want to ask why.
what. wh
ere.
why.
wh
en.
how.
WHY.

i also have to say . i really got short term memory. i wish i forgot things on purpose. but sadly i dont. i really dont. YES! i have early signs of amnesia already. not that it matters for now.

id say that. if i died tomorrow. i would be happy. i would say. if i died tomorrow. i would be like ok. take me noww-----------fewwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwuuuuuuum. yeah. it would really be ok. its just a thought. im not suicidal by the way. im just saying my thoughts aloud.

its thatt time of the year ... maybe life. which makes me want to question certain things and yeah. i dont know why.

i really want a yorkie. i really want one. they are so freaking cute. jeez.
babies are cute too.
i want food.
nooo. i dont actually. not at the moment.

i was maybe thinking of taking a year off of college. i mean telebears screwed me over today. well not really. but id like to think that. ok jk. no. but in just in general. made me think today. for sometime.

i mean our living room smells ok . and room too. i think im becoming obsessed with good smelling things. scent is very important.
you know what. i think im too tired. and delusional. so im just going to leave it at that.
nothing special happened today.
oh but ester aka yeahboi. is leaving tomorrow. for 3 years. will miss her. hope she has a very blessing time in taiwan. ok period.

nooooooooooowwwwwwwwww itsssssssssssssss time to sleeepeereeprepreorsoerueorueouroe. i probably wont until way later though.

ate too much.
i have a stomach ache.
a;dlfja;dlsfjasldj asdljf ajdsfj;lkj a;djflkjasldjf
ok. call it a night.
with bad stomach.
bye bye.