ready set go

SUUFFFFEEERMOOOOOREE YEAr.
BRING it on.
i will lose.

i hate school
i hate life
i hate this very moment.

tuesdays and thursdays are hell.
class from 8 to 12 30 then again at 3 30 till 5.

i donated blood today. this might be the highlight of the day.
because at least i know i saved alife. or a semi life. or a quarter life.
i like donating blood. for various reasons that is.

i didnt have a single proper meal today. woohoo.
i had some grapes for breakfast. i ate peanut butter cookies right before donating blood. right after donating blood i had cheezit.
after 3 30 class. mr. mongolian beef bought me some yogurt land. man it was good. and filling. i took a nap for hour and half. marissa calls me. lets go to calapaloozi. i didnt wana go. but iwent. talk with marissa. some deep stuff i must say. marissa left me. what a freakin ditcher dude. jk. she loves me too much to do that.
i walked bymyself along sproul looking like a loner for once. i was a loner. loneliness. i realized that when you are a loner everything feels/seems unfamiliar. why come. MAAAN IM TALKING LIKE IM HELLA DEPRESSED.
actually i am. but its not very pleasant.
im very hungers right now.
since i haventhad one proper meal PUAJAJAJAJA. my stomach hurts kinda, but ina hungry way, but not quite.

emchoch called me over to cafe med. talked with her. long good talk. even though i was falling asleep. that girl got mah back. went back to her apt. took a good look. looks like a nice place i could crash at whenever i need food. JAJA. jk. im JUUUUUUST KIDDDING. they do have tons of food though. anyways she gave me this thing to put on the wall. its pretty abstract kinda. wierd. kinda. but i guess its not too shabby.

LOL. i dont like that word. LOL. i dont use. JAJA. is the way to go. treat you right.

funny how joeun and san live right above us. they creak to us with their walking. creak creak creak. ima buy a broom and broom their floor. like the old lady in an old movie.

I AM SLEepy. EVEN AFTER that yeah im sleepy. gash go shoot myself.
oh stacks time.
my plan for the rest of my life. livin at stacks. starting next week.

no more spanish 2 for me. its all about korean 1ax. perfect for me. my level. will be taking the class with skim. but who knows how that will go. should be fun. atleast something should be fun jeeeeez

im seriously going to rot . nahh. i am already rotting.
what am i doing with my life.
oh yeah its rotting away. i can see flies already gathering and they be buuzzzzzzzing right now. like buzz buzz zzzzzzzzzz.
i would think flies' favorite doll to play with would be domo. he be a 똥. ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ.

whatever shall this me do . short nails ftw!

i think i am a serious person. why not. why not.
people just need to get to know me right. i mean its not like just by meeting me once or twice they can take me seriously ? right? idunno. im just saying.
my stomach hurts in a wierd way.

tomorrow ill try korean. lets see how this goes. and ill probably be dropped out of spanish 2. fa;lkjdsf;alsdjf.
goodnight. nao. ni hao.


maybe now. its time to let go. really let go. and find something else.