ThankYou

1:30 am.
eduardo says:
mr kim played a big role, you could say
he gave the question of purpose
you pretty much have none as an atheist
you're born, you live, you die
the universe keeps on expanding on and on
etc
basically, its depressing
god gives me purpose
i live to work for him, all i do in life is so he can use me for his own purpose
k
hey, i guess its better than being apathetic
i feel an actual drive to do something
instead of sitting around doing nothing
becky says:
dude
eduardo says:
i have a purpose
becky says:
im so proud of you:)
eduardo says:
ty
becky says:
are you gona go to church now?
eduardo says:
dunno about church
i don't know which affiliation of christianity i want to join
i'm gonna look up presbyterian, catholic, etc
but eh, that doesn't mean listening to a preacher is bad
any preacher is good
becky says:
yeah
true
but you should go to
sunday service at least
eduardo says:
yeah i know
doing this feels good man
helps me get through my day, you know
i have a challenge, i call on god for support
helps a ton
becky says:
yeah im glad dude
im really really glad that you feel that way
eduardo says:
amazing feeling
becky says:
i should go thank
mr. kim
eduardo says:
feels like i was lost then found
becky says:
im happy for you dude
now you just gota read the bible
and pray
eduardo says:
funny thing is most people go through this
i try to pray every day now
you know
when i was little i thought praying was boring as crap
it felt like i was talking to nobody
now feels like i'm talking to somebody
i'm sure jenny is going through the same things
becky says:
jajaaja
i dont know
eduardo says:
she doesn't feel too hot about christianity
becky says:
i think the only thing she thinks about
is
playing with her friends
when she goes to churhc
eduardo says:
lol of course
she's a kid
im sure she'll straighten up
becky says:
yeah you should help her
eduardo says:
its funny cause a lot of people go through this too
becky says:
little by little
befor eyou graduate
eduardo says:
they stop believing
during their teenage years, then join religion again later on
makes sense
becky says:
yeah
i was kinda like that
a litttle in high shcool
eduardo says:
man
just feels great
seriously, i have a goal to work toward
everything looks clearer

that made my day. even though im sad and struggling.
im glad God is working through my brother
im so happy for him.
im glad hes found God and a purpose.

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