not done yet

actually never.
tired. restless. no more.

ok ive decided. im going to become a recluse and become wang-ta status if thats what it takes to be productive.

i hate suffermore year. alot. i suffer.

sometimes i dont understand my own head.
how can i be so dumb sometimes. i mean it is a usable good and potentially hazardous at times, but why. it dont make sense.

sometimes i think im possessed by something because my mind works on its own. i cannot control. i guess for the good of humanity me needs to keep away from the world for some time.

i live at the stacks anyways.
i wana die already. siiiiiighs.
ive been thinking about going to bcc for a year or so. it might be kinda stupid, but sometimes, i cannot handle. and some things need to be done.

have also been sleeping 3-4 hours everyday since school started. i am so sleep deprived. maybe. that be why my brain dont function properly. well actually. when does it ever.

liiiiiiiiiight. shine on me. shine on me. enlighten the cheese.
cheese sounds good and yummy right now... like a quesadilla with sour cream tomato sauce guacamole.

also been eating out almost everyday. no- not almost- ist been ERDAYYY. i dont know how good or bad that is. im not sure if youre supp0se to eat out everyday. in the past 2 weeks, ive only eaten a home cooked meal once.

i really like my netbook. i actually really really really like it. '

psych 2 midterm next week. ㅠㅠ
this weekend is another one of those. at stacks. no time for play anymore. for sometime beckysong shouldnt talk to no one and meet no one.

man im really hungry right now. .... i just wana go home and sleep.

i realized that im super really spontaneous. im the up for anything kind of person.

sometimes. toward people. im really thankful. so thankful that i wana cry. the way i express my gratitude is not enough. i wish i could do more. but i just dont know what else to do.

should i go study abroad. junior year. for a semester. either chile or korea.
i dont know.

i turned in my soc111 paper. i should have this sense of satissfaction. but funny. me doesnt. beceause. i feel like i need to do more. continue on with this fight with the books.

mothers who enjoy work, have better health.

what the hek is blast. seriously. blast. what the hek.

i want to go try the maoz vegetarian place. im thinking of becoming vegeterian. ... i think unless you are a hermit, being a vegeterian is quite diffficult. i mean if you be a hermit then you dont really have to be tempted by yummy smells and images of meat or so. but when your family eats every other kind of korean gogi plus steak at home- nooo waaaay joseeeeee.

im very sleepy.
i want to sleep.
i need sleep.

polisci paper. :( gg.
its over-