SLEEEPYH ADS;LFJASLD

RAININGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG YAYAYAY.
ok so right now. its raining. JAJAJAA rovereeey. YES. its awesome. why? because its raining and i love rain. but but but. at the same time i hate it. because. im not at home. im aat skim's house. and im prob gona spend the next 3 hours here. doing what? i would like to say... pulling an all nighter... you know.. keeping my eyes open, i would like to say.. doing something other than breathing. but NO i know. it will not happen. so lets see how long i can last. but foreals. rain is awesome. i think ive been sitting here listening to the rain FOR The past hour or so. that is how LOVELY IT IS. insane you say?! fear nooot. its making me sleepy. -____- i dont have big strong umbrella to protect me. :( which means me get wet to class.
man i hate korean.
no actually i hate all of my classes. gosh. hateful. studying? man thats for nooobs. yeah not for me. fsho.
ohmygosh. im full.
i had like dinner at ray and sieuns place.
man we has ribs. shoot i dont think ive had meat in like... 3 days. .. jaja jk... wow 3 days is nothing. i thought it was longer than thAT... ohswels.

man im sleeeeeepy. i mean i could sleep... i mean skim is sleeping right infront of me.. what a nzerozerob. she said "me skim, will stay awake- pull allnighter" wow fail skim fail to the max. i see her with my eyes. shes clearly sleeeping. and me? cleary im doing nothing. yeah thats the best way to describe my awakedness right now. its raining though! so its lovely even so. ohmygaah. my shift key is wierd. its acting up. its about to become like the four six eight zero key. oooooooooooooooohhhhhhhhhh man. its ok i guess its ok .
wowowwowowowowwo. al;fjdal yesh yesh yesh yeshes.
man TODAY WAS PRODUCTIVE. OH YEAH IT WAS MAN. shoot. it korean at eight till 9 and then homesis oh yeeeeh boi. AND SLEEP oh good sleep from 9 3O till 3 45pm wooooooooohooooooo baby. that is some good sleep right there.

man i gota stop doing that. well. what the hey. live life the way you wanted it now and then you die happy. jk. i dont know. really. something very abstract. like painting. like vangoh. or vangho. ;LDJA;LDSKJF JAJAJAA WHAGTEVER.
owowowooww im so sleepy. but i didnt brush my teeth yet- oh yes very a;ldsfasdlfjasdlf.
man did i say il ove the smell of laundry. man i really like fluffy things for some wierd hella reason. who knows why. fluffy is good though really good.

oh man i got like this wierd pimple thing right about like super right above my upper lip ... im not sure if its a pimple.. i mean whenever i touch it... it hurts. and its a dot of whiteness. like a very smalll ball of whiteness. im not sure how you get rid of those. oh man its almost 5 in the morning. if i sleep now. its GG ... no korean test. fosho. oh shoot. what to do ... stay awake? man i hate my stupid right side shift key right now. its stupid.

oh man IM EXCIIITEDDDDD WWOWOJROEWIRWOEO its raining. catsis and doggies man i hate hotdogs. its not raining hotdogs . because i hate them. so its raining maybe watermelon because i love watermelon---ohhhhh also peaches and pineapples and grapes. yesh cuz i love them.
man i smells like laundries. ohhhh sooooo gooooooooood. and smelly good.
man i miss HIGHSCHOOL. YEAH REMEMBER HIGH SCHOOL. THOSE WERE THE GOOD DAYS. those were the days when i could skip school whenever i wanted cuz i always had mommy to call in sick for me. oh yeah good days. except that i was a overachiever.. hard to believe yeah. man me too. i hated missing class cuz i thought i would miss something really important. man was i stupid. well senior year i had major seniorities so it dont matter. i didnt really go. well actually i only took four classes during my senior year and finished school at 12 so no point in really skipping cuz im barely even taking any classes. but still. man . i hate college. ok not really. but sometimes yeah but sometimes its cool man i should make most of it, but sometimes i dont feel like it.

man i am sure of my INTJ status now. i am sure. i proved it. in my head. i know so. i do do do . man i dont getwhy people wont believe me. but they should. why not.
MAN TODAY I bought my plane tickets for forty bux. wow cheapness yaaaa. i thought me no buy but at the end i thought whatever i thought about transaction cost and it was better for me to fly so high in the sky. yeah . so me be coming back on jan 15th yeeeeeeeh. man i wish i could stay home longer. so i could sleep all day, snowboard, sleep, snowboard. man what an ideal winter right there.

man a;ldjfa;sljfas;ljfa;ldj ;LFGJDG;LAI HATEMYLFE OHMYLORDY. i have psych midterm next tues and ive only read 1 out of 6 chaptetrss;dalfjdslfjasd;lfjasdlfjdas;lfjdas;fljd; i hate myself. jejeejejeje. what a stressor. hower tower. power of the flower. fa;dlfjd;sla gosh shoot me. now. im so freakin SLEEEEPY. man today me had this kinda second-tier melona bar.. but it was pretty good. it wasnt as milky and creamy but still good but im full and my stomach is full too. man.
i cant take this no more... jajajaaj DUDE TOMORRw i bet you... ill write... that me and skim miissed korean and the test and wow gg our lives. JAJAJAJA. lets wait and see but i have a feeling that we wont wake up. man unless i dont ut alarm clock at all. then we are dead fsho. but i will put it cuz we need to wake up. but i mean there also could be the posssisbility of extreme sleeep. no hearing. no nothing. kaboot.
well lets not hope for that.
whatever.
ju ju power.
i need to do something
like sleep
or ima
seriously
die
yeaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay.
ok bye bye.
i will ttyl. JEJE;ALJF;ALDSJFAL;JF;LAJDSFLASDJF;LASJDF ;LASDJF;LASDJF;ASLJ

IM OLD

ok so i just read my last post.
man i sound retard. JAJAJAJA.
i just realized how retarded that sounded. oh well. i musta been on a food high or something.

so i will try to write more often. because i like writing my thoughts. because it liberates my mind from all the poop inside. so basically this page right hurr is the toilet. :D
good though right there. score.

southwest airline tickets for 3O bux.. thats a steal. i would buy it, but i aint needin it cuz me get a ride from mr fruity carols for thanksgiving and then winterbreak.. the offer not available. so whatevs.

man i need to spend more time at home. i will. starting tomorrow. no wait tomorrow i have to go to stacks. i think.

man i need to start eating better. this sucks. my eating schedule has gone hiya. wayward. basically. i never eat until dinner time. ja. that sucks for me. but ive been craving chipotel since forever.. so i think i will get it tomorrow. for lunch. i dont think ive had lunch in like a week. JAJAJA. thats really bad. man i think me ruined my body system already. my dad is gona hate me. he warned me about this. this sucks. oh well. its ok. when its my time. it will be my time.

man cant believe the semester is coming to and end already. oh swells. it was ok. but kinda really fast. wish it stopped for a little. so i could take a breather and chilx.

im kinda scared. because next week. i will be 2O. man thats a scary number. im changing decades. i dont know why im so scared. well im not really scared. cuz if i was really scared i would have to poop in my pants, but i dont feel like pooping in my pants. its more like. i dont want nov fourth to ever come. it should just stop on nov 1st or something . yeh. just stop. im not a teenager anymore. thats scary too. which means. that i have to grow up. man. life is complicated indeed. but i dont want to grow up yet. the world out there be too serious. yeah life has to be serious, but not all that much.

man i am technologically challenged. my laptop broke, it wont turn on- blank black screen. and the stupid four six eight and zero key wont work on my netbook. gosh. and scratch on my screen. but all in all. i am thankful. MAN AM I THANKFUL. for what i have when i dont deserve.

maaaaaaaaaaaan ive realized how much i love my mommy and daddy and my brother and my sister. man you need college to teach you these things. why am i bad daughter. i dont know. i need to be better to my parents. they do so much for me. man im s p o i l e d. so rottenly spoiled. i get everything that i want basically. i should be more thankful and take care of my stuff better. man i miss my mommy and my daddy despite the fights that will arise when i go back home. its ok i still love them. i wonder when ill be able to muster up the courage to say the 3 simple words: "i love you".

this week. me been freee. very free. no pressure. but wait till sunday. ohman. allnighter JAJAJAAJAJ. and sat all day at stacks. i hate myself. i mean i could have read so much yesterday and today. and i wasted it.
i didnt go to korean, soc and polisci wow gg. cuz i woke up late. i hate sign in sheets they should die. and break free. and fire. and KABOOM.
aish .. i think ive already missed more than 5 times. korean is gona gg me. good. ohhhhhhhhhhmeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeen.
i want to go watch a movie. man actually i want to do lotsa things. but im too lazy. how sad. there are so many wonderful things to do in life. but im too lazy to do those things.
man foreals. im not girly. foreals. i really am not. i AM NOT. i say i am not. so thats the end of it.

did i say i crave shadow babies? reallllly bad? maaaan . i want them so bad. thats the first thingim doing when i go back homsis. im eating THAT. i wana go snowboarding. soo beeeed. living in apt sucks.

i need to cut my nails. they are LONG. man my stomach hurts.
man. I NEED TO STAY HOME.
i had cake twice. today and yesterday.
brenda's bday and ari's bday. sweetness explosion.
ok. im getting a camera. i think ima either get a xsi or a t2i. either used or new. dont matter. im getting it.

i also need ralphlauren goodbye dry lotion. and uggs. and skullcandy heeadphones. a and f vest with fury hoodie. and a job. i have to get those asap. maybe uggs not so much. but whatever.

im dying my hair foshiiiz either this thanksgiving break or winterbreak and cutting my hair. but im also scared of that because they always cut it wiierd. like mullet and some eightys style or something.

man the jjangs has to sleep now. one day.
one day i will be able to sleep before 12 i believe i can.
GOODNIGHT. stomach is upset i should make it happy somehow.

so different

man suffermore year is so different from freshmen year.
to the maax. is like waoh . where did you come from yeah? dang. uhu. rainbow at the end of the sky. but where the hek is the end... you know? ok not really huh. yeah its ok. me too. we are both lost. yeah. like always.

man ok. so i really have to do this but i dont knw why i dont write. i have to i have to. like before like before. MAN. ok? ok . shoot. i forget everything. i do . i did. i will.
man one thing though. one thing.
ME LOVE COLD WEATHER. AND COLD COLD COLD. yeyaaah. so good. man.
i love it. i mean i just love it.
and i want a new backpack already.

man i cant wait to go home and eat me some shadow babies and all that good stuff.
man suffermore year is so wierd. fsho.
me feels wierd.
i dont know where my next meal comes from. man basically. me bum. yeah im bum. no problem.

i dont know what else there is to say. cuz everything i wanted to say i forget. so there is no point in continuing this post JAJAJAA.

twinkle twinkle little star

YES! done with the first wave of midterms! YEAAAAAAAAAHBOI. ... thats what i thought. BUT NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO. why? cuz second wave starts next tuesday!! YAY. hurray. i hate you. ohmylordy. ive wanted to shoot myself for the past month. i just wana die right now. i wish i could.

whatever. life goes on. so what if i express my misery on to the world. is that going to change anything? no its not. what the hek. im so stupid.

ive neglected my blog for 2 weeks i think. the longest i have ever. so strange cuz freshmen year was so carefree. i would have a midterm the next day and intead of studying i would be writing on my blog. what the hey. but things changed this year. its not me. its my brain maybe mentality that changed. i dont really know how or why i do the things that i do. all i know is that i do them.

i would like to write down the accounts of the past 2 weeks. but sadly. i forgot. because i do have terrible memory. boohooness. but i do remember styding at stacks alot. oyeah. did i mention i hate polisci? well im done with that midterm. i probably failed. which you know its totally fine. because if i fail that midterm then i will get a bad grade in polisci and then i wont be able to get into media studies. you know.. its totally fine.

last weekend was sierra lodge trip. it was pretty spiffy stuff. not too shabby. playedALOT. kayaked. ALOT. ohmylordy. that was like 20 miles across the lake. JAJA. i thought i was foreals gona die and my arms were gona come off. overall had a good jolly time. i got sick on sunday.

monday through thurs i spent studying . or more like tried studying. well its more like i kinda gave up studying. JAJAJJAAJ. yeah no more dude no more. too much of it. im sick of it. so no more. studied with freshie sung. i dont think that helped all that much. for the midterm that is. but whatever. freshmen are indeed freshmen. but me... i wasnt like a"freshmen" you know. i was cooler, composed and blowing your mind like the wind. woooosh woooosh. yeh. just like that.

yesterday i went to cotsco with tin and skim. JAJAJ. thought i was gona buy more, but seriously i never go home. so what is the point of buying food that is gona be rotting in the fridge anyways. so i just bought chicken and grapes. JAJA. im satisfied. i hate apt life. foreals.
dude skim bought like 2 months worth of food. i could never do that because i know i would never eat at home anyway. i already have salad rotting in the fridge.. i bought it at cotsco and had it once and never touched it again.
ok then i went to bt.and there i dont remember what i did. oh
koinops.
then i went home i think. to get my clothes.
bible study. they changed the name .
tc practice. exciteddish.
then me and paige sleepover at mulan's homsis in alameda :D
it was fun . i was hella tired. i felll asleep in jiffy. lube.

today morning they woke me up. i was hella sleepy. came to suzie, gina's place to eat brunch? but only fobnim, annie stroter, jessicatsai were here so we ate with them. i was hella sick this morning. ew i felt ew. then baby jayden came. oh how sad. i couldnt even touch him. i hate my sickness at this moment. im so sad. then baby hamster came too :( im so freakin sad. man this was like torture . seeing them from afar and not being able to hold them.. gosh.

then i went back to sleep. cuz seriously i was hella tired/sick. but i woke up and me is all better now. oh yeh.
cake batter ice cream. oh yeehe.
i have a majorly hurting pimple blossoming right under my left nostril. its so lovely.
man i have to write my paper for soc.
i dont wana.
i wana sleep.
eat chipotel
dude. this blog is almost a year old. waaaow.

home in a month. .
i cant wait to eat GOGI. uh. i havent had it ever since i left home. i WANT GOGI! I WANT SHADOW BABIES AND GALBI AND ALL THAT GOOD STUFF. NOW. ;dsfljas;flakjsf;ladsjkf duruuuung tapi tapi tooopekkaaaa. now.
mystomach hurts.
byebye. hello paigy. byebye.
i failed korean test.

disturbing

it has been a day. a day where. i come to understand.
its about redemption. and other quirky things like chimichongas. ohh yeehhh.
and burritos and quesos.
man i love queso.
so much.
man i want to go to cheesecake factory :) and eat eat eat. its like sing sing sing, but its eat eat eat, i should make a song about eat eat eat. yeh that would kinda be awwesome cool and nice. i guess.

i wana eat the 4 cheese pasta and steak. man and their quesadilla is good. so yumm yums i wish i could go for my bday. man my bday i dont wana hear that. again.

man im full. my tummy is full. for the gummies.
psych 2 is wonders. i likes. but really not class. no make sense forsure.
something quite deluded.

oh man i have to work on my polisci paper tomorrow. all daaaay. i really hope i can finish it or at least be half way done with it so i dont have to deal with it much later and then freak out like crazy like i usually do. jeeeeeez.
ok work on it work on it.
not keeeewl. it be kinda ewwwwwwww.
oh man october 1st.
again .
i m starting to sleep alot again. man not good.
alot.

man i really wants right now.
the skull candy headphones. and maybe timchoi'syellownorthface backpack. i m seriously considering it. to buy it that is.
kimchijigaaaaaae.
today was fun.
i think. it was quite the fun funs.
me now equals tired.
me goes now.
bye bye.