twinkle twinkle little star

YES! done with the first wave of midterms! YEAAAAAAAAAHBOI. ... thats what i thought. BUT NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO. why? cuz second wave starts next tuesday!! YAY. hurray. i hate you. ohmylordy. ive wanted to shoot myself for the past month. i just wana die right now. i wish i could.

whatever. life goes on. so what if i express my misery on to the world. is that going to change anything? no its not. what the hek. im so stupid.

ive neglected my blog for 2 weeks i think. the longest i have ever. so strange cuz freshmen year was so carefree. i would have a midterm the next day and intead of studying i would be writing on my blog. what the hey. but things changed this year. its not me. its my brain maybe mentality that changed. i dont really know how or why i do the things that i do. all i know is that i do them.

i would like to write down the accounts of the past 2 weeks. but sadly. i forgot. because i do have terrible memory. boohooness. but i do remember styding at stacks alot. oyeah. did i mention i hate polisci? well im done with that midterm. i probably failed. which you know its totally fine. because if i fail that midterm then i will get a bad grade in polisci and then i wont be able to get into media studies. you know.. its totally fine.

last weekend was sierra lodge trip. it was pretty spiffy stuff. not too shabby. playedALOT. kayaked. ALOT. ohmylordy. that was like 20 miles across the lake. JAJA. i thought i was foreals gona die and my arms were gona come off. overall had a good jolly time. i got sick on sunday.

monday through thurs i spent studying . or more like tried studying. well its more like i kinda gave up studying. JAJAJJAAJ. yeah no more dude no more. too much of it. im sick of it. so no more. studied with freshie sung. i dont think that helped all that much. for the midterm that is. but whatever. freshmen are indeed freshmen. but me... i wasnt like a"freshmen" you know. i was cooler, composed and blowing your mind like the wind. woooosh woooosh. yeh. just like that.

yesterday i went to cotsco with tin and skim. JAJAJ. thought i was gona buy more, but seriously i never go home. so what is the point of buying food that is gona be rotting in the fridge anyways. so i just bought chicken and grapes. JAJA. im satisfied. i hate apt life. foreals.
dude skim bought like 2 months worth of food. i could never do that because i know i would never eat at home anyway. i already have salad rotting in the fridge.. i bought it at cotsco and had it once and never touched it again.
ok then i went to bt.and there i dont remember what i did. oh
koinops.
then i went home i think. to get my clothes.
bible study. they changed the name .
tc practice. exciteddish.
then me and paige sleepover at mulan's homsis in alameda :D
it was fun . i was hella tired. i felll asleep in jiffy. lube.

today morning they woke me up. i was hella sleepy. came to suzie, gina's place to eat brunch? but only fobnim, annie stroter, jessicatsai were here so we ate with them. i was hella sick this morning. ew i felt ew. then baby jayden came. oh how sad. i couldnt even touch him. i hate my sickness at this moment. im so sad. then baby hamster came too :( im so freakin sad. man this was like torture . seeing them from afar and not being able to hold them.. gosh.

then i went back to sleep. cuz seriously i was hella tired/sick. but i woke up and me is all better now. oh yeh.
cake batter ice cream. oh yeehe.
i have a majorly hurting pimple blossoming right under my left nostril. its so lovely.
man i have to write my paper for soc.
i dont wana.
i wana sleep.
eat chipotel
dude. this blog is almost a year old. waaaow.

home in a month. .
i cant wait to eat GOGI. uh. i havent had it ever since i left home. i WANT GOGI! I WANT SHADOW BABIES AND GALBI AND ALL THAT GOOD STUFF. NOW. ;dsfljas;flakjsf;ladsjkf duruuuung tapi tapi tooopekkaaaa. now.
mystomach hurts.
byebye. hello paigy. byebye.
i failed korean test.