ohmyygaaaah

shoot me foreals. last naight was the worse night of my life.
i really thought i was gona die. :(
i had high fevers. i was awake all night. i had to wake dad up at like 1 in the morning cuz i was getting shocks all over my body. how is that even possible. i dont know. its like some eletric thing going on. ohmygaaah. horrible. i couldnt stay still for about 2 hours. my arms were paralyzed and i couldnt move my hands. if i tried moving any part of my arms, it hurt. and if i looked down ohmygash, it hurt like bees sitting on yo butt.
im so thankful for daddy. he stayed up with me and massaged my body until i was ok. i finally fell asleep at like 5 in the morn, but woke up shortly after. ohmygash. i hate being sick. i dont think ive ever been this sick in my life. ok maybe i have but not within the past decade.

didnt do anything today. i think i took like 2 to 3 hour naps here and there cuz i didnt sleep at all at night. stayed home. its kinda suffocating. my head hurts.
im dizzy. i guess its ok since it happened after finals. but stillll. i cant go out. :(

but im thankful! for the rain! yaaaaaaaaay. i loveeeees the rain. and im thankful for my family who takes care of me when im sick. except for my brother. he freakin hits me when im sick. what the hek. no matter how many times i tell him to stop hitting me, he still hits me, knowing i have mom sal. whatevers. i feel miserable though. i really do . its gotten better.
i havent met any of my friends yet. ad;fljlasjdfa. they all be working. its so different now they in college. its like workin people now. makes me look kinda bumish.

i cant look at too much light. it hurts. or something. or uncomfortable. or something. too much for my head.
i have to cut my hair. really really long. but i dont know how much to cut it. asld;fjasdlfjasdl;fajsdflasdfa. prob gona be crappy.
i guess sickness not too bad. i can stay home all day and watch movies all day long errday. bro got a month free of netflix. movies are not that good. its actually super bleeeh. but whatevers. i guess i can watch the princess and the frog.

i dont get why people get a sugar high.
i cant stare at this screen no more. its hurting my eyes or my brain or something.
bye bye. jolly jelly belly in your tum tums.