Hi, my name is becky song

dang boi.
its been a while. foreals. its not that me not interested anymore, but i think i just prioritize better. JAJA jk. no i dont. that makes no sense at all whatsoever.
i feel like i want to write today, cuz there are too many things that have happened to me in the past 2 months? i need to document it in order to preserve these glorious memories! but i have a really bad stomach ache right now. i think im seriously gona have like some stomach disease soon. :(

hmmmm im really going to try to remember the highlights of the last two months.

-I FINALLY applied for social welfare major. i think that was in feb ? shoot. that sucks . i forgot. ok whatevs.
-I got majorly lucky with classes this semester. og sched: stat 2 anthro r5b korean 1bx history 7b. long story short i managed to get in soc 5 instead of stat 2 and scandi instead of anthro. God is good.
-I made my Lordship decision. i forget the date :( but i know its the same day as su's birthday. JAJA.
-lots of my cool friends made salvation decisions. and for that im super happy. PTL. foreals.
-I learned how to CARVE snowboarding on march 12 2O1O. tis was fun with soph at kirkwood :D
-have gone through many ups and downs because of relationships.
-got a new phone. im not sure if i mentioned that before. i dont like it. i really dont like touch. battery life sucks. but i guess its a phone.
-i cried watching jim elliot and friends documentary.
-i got my first B on a paper since freshmen year. sad.
-why do i sleep so late?
-my mom went through some tough stuff last month.
-i need to mature. foreals.
-im scared
-im not really good at anything. even if i try. :(
-my heart is ugly
-im really sore. like seriously . alot. no joke. my biceps triceps forearms thighs calves whatever. you name it. i cant even put on a shirt. shooooot.
-my stomach really hurts
-ive realized how important relationships are for me. and i truly cherish them.
-sieun had her baby. yayuh. and so did becky jaja.
-i have a manly voice right now
-i ger jacked ALOT- which i dont mind much. but i do get jacked ALOT
-some relationships are really hard to foster. its crazy, but i really try.
-im moved 2 weeks ago. from one bedroom to a studio. 3rd floor. not worth it. JAJA.
-i am living with Globro ronke nd jenle. :D happy, excited, scared, at the same time. we ll see how much we can grow togethus.
-i havent gone grocey shopping since last october JAJA. i havent had a meal at my new studio.
-i have started to wear clothes other than sweatpants. JAJA. hmm thats a first, since soph year in high school. i got tired of them . i cant believe this day finally came.
-i struggled alot ALOT. at the beginning of this semester. whether i should my decision or not, but i have good friends so it all be good.
-life is hard boi.
-i dont listen to my ipod anymore :( this makes me really really sad. because i used to listen to my ipod EVERRYWHERE for the last year and a half.
-i have a stuffy nose. eww. boogers.
-reaching oout is hard
-be more patient
-i took for granted alot
-i have my nails painted all the time, except for these 2 weeks, which i didnt. longest time having nails a la nude.
-my taste in music hasnt really changed
-berkeley weather is still so hella bipolar. why the hek am i using hella. i told myself i wouldnt. cuz its so norcal. jeez.
-i really love my family, i should call them more often.
-ive decided to GO HOME for spring break. for short time that is and not stay up the whole time cuz i need to see my family. they are.. important.
-woohoooo. snowboarding trip on schedule for next week.
-sadly didnt get any work done today, except for going to office hours
-having manly voice is pretty cool. i really like it. even though for short time.
-korean is hard :( i dont study. but still JAJA. its hard.

and i dont remember anything else. there is probs more but whatevs.
there. life.