im tired... yeah like always..im sleepy.. yeah like always duhh. im a student.. i should be tired 24/7 ? right... yeahhh. its 4 in the morning.. and i cant focus... i dont know why im always doing this at this time... why do i leave everything to do at this time... i just realized...my sleeping schedule is a mess, yet again. i study and do work at night.. while i sleep during the day.. OH MYYYYYYYYS . not good. i should seriously fix it.
but the good thing about tomorrow.. or today? is that my college writing class got cancelled since the prof needs to meet each of us individually, so i only need to go to my music discussion tomorrow, but i am stuck at the moment writing a musical autobiography due at the beginning of class. why is that there are people that are born with a musical talent, or are more artistically developed than others...i hate that. because i have no musical talent whatsoever.. and i suck at art too. i basically suck at everything. i was born with no talent. well actually what i believe is that every person is born with talent, but you have to seek for it until you discover what it is. i believe some people live their whole lives not knowing what their talent is and some people just discover it really really late in age. i think i have yet to discover the "talent" i was born with. ..
i am suppose to be working on my music essay! lalalalalala. i cant though im too sleepy,,,however i onl have half a page to go!!!!!!!!!!! jeeeeeeez. hwaitibngs!
today was the volleyball game. we unfortunately lost.. but its ok. i guess. its the first game. but still it feels kinda wierd. .. but i had forgotten how fun volleyball was.. despite the loss and despite feeling nervous the whole time... i want to play again! but hopfully i will balls this time around .. and really help the team out.. today i didnt feel like i did.. i am still not very comfortable around the court, but hopefully soon i will! but im so excited for this season... and i think ill be very entertained by some people so it will be very interesting.
i got hours cut :( since the business is going downhill.. they are cutting down my days.. well i only worked for 2 days a week, so now its only once a week. i guess im kinda ok with it, but i still kinda wish i could work more hours because im attracted to my work for some kind of reason. but hopefully the business will prosper eventually and ill get more days.. ive been thinking lately and i would rather work at as a waitress than at the library.. i like moving around and serving people? i dont know.. im not even sure about my feelings towards that stuff.
whateverrrrrrrr. i aint takin this no moreeeeeee. i need to sleep. !!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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